Where my soulmate?

Hi everybody...im Candy im newbie in this dating site.Im started join to dating member around few years ago,why?im never meet in the real?too shy?yeah maybe that all why im in dating site now but 1 why im im dating site...because i like caucasian ?? why caucasian? I like tall and white skin with blonde or brown eyes or hair...i was have tan and have black hair and eyes as long in my life so different is beauty for me.First i meet american guy we have 2 years relationship with me but we never meet until so tired for waiting (he give many promise for come but never happen) after i meet in the real holland guy...he nice we stay for month together after im find it he have relationship with indonesian girl with same time and we decide for break up ( im respect loyality) well im learn from my past time i make many mistake in my life,wrong desicion,stupid thinking and make me lost everything...im never have feeling how feel have hugging from mom,how have nice discussion with my brother i have just like stranger,so that make me have motivation for find nice caucasian for serious relationship stay together and have my own family.

If you was thinking im too naive and thinking "just a dream find nice caucasian in dating site" maybe yes just i try never give up.I know im less beauty (many beauty girls in Indonesia) but i have good heart ( i think) i will accept you,who you are and always support with many condition,im not materialistic and not shopping girls.Im prefer you bring me in nature with camping,and enjoy mountain together than going to mall.Im prefer cooking homemade for our dinner than dinner in expensive restaurant.Im prefer dance in the home with our private party. Im prefer you take me traveling meet local peoples,learn culture with simple hostel than holiday in expensive place. Im a woman who will loving you more when you feel bad feeling,im woman who will hug you when you feel sad.. As long you respect my loyality and loving me.