Happy June 1st
A New month. ive got so much going on this month its gonna be a busy one, my birthdays in 4 weeks and then ill be 20 im going out with friends on a shopping spree and i cant wait, and then i have my friends 19th birthday to celebrate and hopefully that night we're all going clubbing dressed as bunny girls so im hoping i get some kinda male attention hehe and then i have my fathers birthday and everythin' so yeah a busy month for me lolWell, i finally met my ex from 2 years ago things between us we're so awkward well i felt awkward myself i just had no idea what to say to him after what happened between us :(. We just sat out in the sun and chilled and he talked about his friends and moving into his own flat and in turn i told him about all my problems and stuff, it seemed to be a lot better after i told someone face to face about it, he seemed sympathetic and heard me out really. So i finally agreed to put what happened behind us and start again as his friend which im quite proud to do because i was awfully cut up about him for a long time after the relationship ended.
And my other ex won't really talk to me thesedays, even though we're suppost to be friends all he says is hello and then he'll be quiet i sense awkwardness or the fact that he's avoiding me or somethin'. Boys really are a complex species lol
Apart from that everything seems fine at the moment, im slowly starting to get over my ex even though its been nearly 3 months since we split up its a work in progress i guess, i know he was complaining to me the other day that he might not be moving to be closer to university, and to be honest i was secretly glad and then secretly disappointed, the disappointment side was it would take me longer to get over him because we usually always hang out together and then the glad side of things would be that i could finally work on moving on and getting out there again.
Im so glad i finish college this month :), i finish on the 19th and then its a nice big long break until September when i go back and do a follow on for my second year i just hope all my friends are coming back because i'd hate to be the girl in the corner who always kept herself to herself lol!.
So thats all i have to say, sorry ive bored everyone rigid again lol!
Much Love
- Brunetteteen18
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