Giving It Up..
So, after weeks of alot of thinking. Ive decided to take a massive step and try and quit smoking, i know its going to be tough and there are times where i probably will crack but as long as i can cut down then im all for it, but if it doesn't work its a sign im not ready and i need to wait until theres next to no stress in my life :)I haven't been doing much today, ive been with my boyfriend from 12 this afternoon until 7 tonight and i had such a great time its like everytime we meet we have so much fun and a really good laugh with each other and then when i have to leave him it hurts for some strange reason..Is it really love?
Well, ive got a story to tell about the other day. I went out again to my boyfriends city for the day and we just hung out and the clouds looked awful, they we're definitely storm clouds and i have a phobia of thunder and lightening..yes at 20 years old i officially have the wimpiest fears still lol
. So anyway, it began to rumble when we we're walking home and he held me really tight, it started to rain really heavy when we got in the house, and i was just watching tv and there was this really loud bang, and lightening and it was like it struck something and i got so scared and i began to cry (i know im sad lol), he was great with me and held me really close, and told me everything was going to be alright..I dunno' i just have a horrible phobia of storms, as well as heights!..But i found that really touching because none of my other boyfriends really cared for me when i got scared of storms they'd just tell me to stop being stupid. =\And he brought me a bear yesterday, and he gave me so many romantic guestures i couldn't believe it lol!. I haven't stopped smiling since i met him and thats nearly a month ago on the 14th July..
And whats better?, he's taking me to the leeds festival next year and he's taking me to go see our favourite band Bullet For My Valentine in November and he's paying for both i just cant believe it, finally im happy for once instead of boring everyone by moaning about my love life being on the rocks
Thanks for reading my blog and i hope i haven't bored any of you :)
Much Love
- Brunetteteen18
xxx
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