Why Am I Sad For?..
I know i shouldn't be sad right now on account of finding myself an okay boyfriend, but my mind just feels so horrible right now.My phone really does suck, so i end up getting texts from Saturday today?..it really does bother me
. So anyway back to the story, my ex sent me this massive essay message saying i had deceived him..He knew i had a boyfriend?. And he said that he never wanted to speak to me again and that he could finally move on and give someone worthy his affections, to be honest i dont think anyone will ever live up to his expectations as he was always trying to change me and he was never really that affectionate towards me, if he does actually get affectionate towards someone god help her is all i can say. Or i hope she gives him V.D or stamps on his balls!..Grrr he's made me so mad!, and thats why im hurting, oh and he called me like 5 times this afternoon, last call was 1.16pm..Dunno what he wanted though..But i know deep inside i shouldn't hurt as thats a good sign he's out of my life for good, but half of me still wants to talk to him and see him!!, my minds driving me crazy!, i love my new boyfriend and thats the end of it and nothing going to wreck him not even some spiteful shit of an ex!
I know he's not worth me getting my blood pressure up about, im seeing my boyfriend this Wednesday and if the weathers nice we're having a picnic in the local park so fingers crossed for nice weather!.
My birthdays 1 week today
and im getting my pink guitar when my parents order it for me, my friends and boyfriend are coming over and we're going shopping with the money ive saved when i was at college so its going to be a very entertaining day to see what my boyfriend has brought me as he tells me its a lot of money whatever it is 
So without rambling anymore than i already have!, thank you for reading my blog =)
Much Love
- Brunetteteen 18
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