I feel like Nero fiddling as Rome burned. I have made a change in my life which may become a disaster. I am leaping into an abyss that may not have a bottom. I have always been a spontaneous person and lived accordingly. Sometimes it worked, sometimes not. Rather not give you the details now. Maybe later. No need to respond to this post as you're in the dark. Just had to express my state of mind. Thanks all for being there. Love you all. Paws
Paws, hope everything comes up roses for you , you are a real genuine sweetheart of a man....but if it doesn't... there lots more flowers in the garden...lol
dont forget sometimes no matter how dark and deep that cave is, there is always a shimmer or faint glow of light. step outside and see things as their true form and again dont forget you are not stuck in one state and things can always change.do whats best in your heart no matter what.
SirenLydiaBury St Edmunds, Suffolk, England UK4,138 posts
You'd think being older things would be easier. But everything is just as hard if not harder. Maybe it is because in my case I have been on my own for so many years, as in not having anyone to share the problems with. But whatever the reasons, life seems to get more difficult. Jumping into the unknown is very brave if you can do it. How can you know what is there if you don't look. I need to tell myself that more often, although every time I do look, I wish I hadn't.
SirenLydiaBury St Edmunds, Suffolk, England UK4,138 posts
Well now your talking about hindsight, that wonderful sixth sense! If it works out, you were brave. If it goes pear shaped you were stupid. No I don't believe that, you have to do what you feel is right for you and whatever the outcome, you were brave to try.
Paws, so many care about you....I will keep you in my prayers as I already do...in and out of church...you will always be a very special heart with some good paws...so may they guide you in the right direction....
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