About this poem:

This is how it is for me allot, I keep rewinding the last three years over and over but there is no point. I don't have the power to change the outcome of loosing the man that I love and I keep reliving every stupid fight that I would pick with him and all I did was waste time that time was so valuable the whole time the clock was ticking and his life was running out and if I had to do it over again I would hold back every ugly word and just be happy! So I guess my point now is to all that read this, " Love with your whole heart don't waste time fighting over petty things because what I can tell you for sure is life is too short and we never know. Love is the most beautiful gift we should treasure it is magical and rare and if we don't take care of it we loose it."I wish I had someone tell me these things but honestly I don't know if I would have listened I wqas young and thought I knew everything *lol* boy was I soo wrong!Love happens when we aren't looking I think when we aren't in a rush or racing to the finishline but are taking our time and nursing it along, when we are honest with ourselves and our needs and desires as well as are ability to meet someones elses needs because it is infact so 50-50 or should be.