You look at me I know what you're thinking I can feel the tears streaming down my face
I don't know what to say My lips are speechless (No air in my lungs)
You ask me to leave I know I'm not the one you want I'm not your type I have moral values
I'm motionless Frozen in time
(He's coming) Your boyfriend The one you just told me about last night
He holds your hand (I feel hatred inside) I want to punch him in the face
I walk away I start to feel better I know someone's out there
Someone to love Someone who will love me Accept me for who I am
I smile I know I'll be okay The world is waiting I think I hear a voice cry out
But perhaps it's just a whisper...
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Posted: May 2013
About this poem:
The back story behind this is too long to tell. Basically, I really liked a girl in tenth grade. The night before this happened, I had called her to ask her out over the phone. Right before I was about to ask, she said she had something to tell me. She said she already had a boyfriend and the reason she didn't tell me was because they didn't know if they could work things out. I was crushed, but I denied it. So the next day I arrived to school already angry. And this is what happened.