Thank you to both of you for enjoying this with me and sharing your feedback and pleasure. Your pleasure is my own, and I say that honestly and mean it literally.

Nae worries, me wee Michael. If coming back needs doin' you'll WANT to do it. No one is ever forced to do anything. Besides, my own angel lingers just beyond that veil to catch me up and make certain I don't return again without Him. I am sure it is the same with you and your own Atman.

Life is chockablock with questions. The trick is, always, to be happy with what you have. If it's questions ye have, enjoy questions and, as always, remain suspect of the answers since they change with every little shift in perspective.

The ONLY constancy is change. The question is: Will ye to embrace it and be at peace, or resist it and suffer.

And THAT is the only choice we ever make--over and over again.

I love you ALL.

Queen of Cups
An Faolchu Gaelach
"Whom doth The Grail serve."

hi Cailin been a while hope all's ok? a very cleverly written poem layers on layers well penned

wow the poem was good but this last discription of your life ect is just, wow ,
what an interesting woman, lol you kind of would fit right into my family , lol you should hear the chats we have, we have very uum interesting family members, strangely mostly the woman, psycics, mediums, faith healers, very open minded colourful people if you take time to look closely, and we love with all we have, give all and always find something good and light in the darkness:-)

its a lovely way to be brought up, i love my family and i am proud to be one of them ,
arty and eccentric is how we are discribed sometimes

Heya Soul-Sista! I am pleased you have an expanded support system. It's a great blessing and a comfort.

We could adopt each other. Most of the family I returned to avoid causing them to grieve for me have all died. I thought it a little rude, actually. After I came *such* a long way back to be with them...

Just as well. They never "got" me anyway. The one who did/does get me (older sister Chrissy who tries to keep me from "scaring the straights") yet survives, but the little voice in my head says she hasn't long left to be here.

Strange that such a sad thing will also be the rending of the last tether that keeps me located in N. FL. I hope to move someplace really different. Maybe Europe. I'm thinking Scotland. They make the boyos BIG there and I fancy movin' a mountain before I quit this realm.

"Tall is fine, but grand is great! Lord give me a man who's six-foot-eight!"

Failing enormity, massive intellect and moderate size will do... I'd go for Ireland but they've no trees and the men appear to mostly be snockered. Then again, they do seem to know how to have fun.

An Faolchu Gaelach
Queen of Cups
"Whom doth The Grail serve."

Thanks, Liam. I always enjoy your writing. You're such a passionate soul. Perhaps one day I'll see you over there and we'll share a dram.

Nae worries Fellsman! I liked YOUR fresh take! It's one of the things about poetry that I love: It's like a rorschach test only more fun to create. I know what I meant when I wrote it, but we all see our selves everywhere we look. Projection makes perception.

Thanks for enjoying this with me everyone! And than you for your feedback!

Elo, thanks so much! That's what duality is all about and what it feels like is often experienced as ambivalence: usually not a very comfortable state.

I spent a large part of my life loving everyone and wondering why they didn't see it/me. Then I decided that maybe I wasn't seeing them seeing it and that, in either case, love is its own reward.

So I love you ALL and, for those who feel it and get to enjoy it, I am blessed. You bless me, ALL of you, today and every time we share. Thank you.