A sorrowful heart has gotten hold of me,
remembering your sweet embrace,
I am trying so hard to break free,
from your soft fragrance trace,

Some of your belongings still here,
leaving me for excuses and not reason,
if I throw them away will it break this fear,
at the time so close to that Xmas season,

I really loved you with my heart and soul,
my very being could quake in your presence,
you created life in me like a new born foal,
so much feeling and emotions essence,

So many years in a relationship jealousy ridden,
your nature was truly soft and gentle,
any baggage you carried was well hidden,
not understanding is truly driving me mental,

I cannot contact you or let you know,
just how much love had gotten a hold of me,
placed yourself in an area of No Go,
proper answers may set me free,

Days I get like this because of you,
do I despise or hate your running,
sorrowful heart broken in two,
loves tune is still gently humming,

Finding a new love to replace you,
looking for that person, a new face,
communicating with others so hard to do,
always in my mind is your loves trace.