How fun it is to love someone,even if you know it might fail.
Just to know that at least for a time, you will receive you some mail.

When I was young love hurt so bad, the pain was hard to hide..there were so many words unspoken..I chose to hold inside.

Many days spent crying ,over a shattered heart as mine.all I ever wanted was this special..one of a kind.

I I remember lying on mothers bed,my tears just flowed as she kissed my head.

Nothing seemed to ease the pain,Oh how I'd love, to love that way again.
But love lost makes us tougher, we wont just let love in..
Want to love that deep again, to need you under my skin.

Oh to be young again, even with all of the tears..havn't loved that way again,in all these many years.

He didn't know I worshiped him,to me he did no wrong..and all this poetry he inspired,for him I wrote these songs.

His name was Chris, he stood six foot three, he stood tall and proud as a redwood tree.

His hair was brown, his eyes were blue..and there was nothing for his love..I would not do.

But as you probably guessed by now, his love was not returned..but the memories of my days with him, in my mind are forever burned.

like a ghost it seems i have searched ,and searched, for this I've never had..A love that tears my heart in two..I want so very bad.

To smile at the mention of your name..cause being with you ..I'm truly changed.

to feel that sick feeling when your running late,because being near you..I cannot wait.

To find my true other half,is my heart's desire..and loving you..from sun to moon I know I'll never tire.

I dont hurt that way no more, so used to hurt and rejection..But I wont give up..I'm on the right road,heading in your direction.