25 years ago we had a trucking company (my ex father in law's, we had two trucks in his fleet) hauling lumber from Scotia to Southern California and it was adventurous. I went with my ex on my days off. It was fun.
Wow Daniela, thanks. I just googled EFT and it looks like it is a very good technique to alleviate pains and associated discomfort brought about by the uneasiness of breaking.
Thank you. Now that is a direct modem to mend a broken heart.
I believe we have established the benefits of both by some posters on here and some books. The point is, what is beneficial to you may differ from others and the bottom line comes down to what is better for you regardless of its advantage and or disadvantage.
I think it is a matter of choice and for me, I don't favor anyone to smoke. Nor will I promote its so called benefits claimed by others. I do respect anyone's choice to do what is best for them. I do avoid them and make it a point to work on promoting the benefits of not smoking only to my children and their children.
Mimi, that might not be always easy to do. Knowing what is best for me right now. I just know this is an uneasy feeling but yes I hope I know what is going to be best for the both of us.
I might try to get out of the thinking that I do need to jump into another relationship just to fill that void. I have to. I will try not to go there. Just live my life as (alone) single for long while.
Jen that is exactly what I will do. In the meantime, I will take my time off away from all this thinking about what to do. I will definitely put an effort to forget about all these for a while.
Ading, I hear you. Yes we are not always sure about what we do sometimes and our gut feelings can be off the mark, sometimes way off. I am praying that whatever decision I make is good for me and for him and our individual future.
I always believed, things happen for a reason and yes, either good or bad reasons, and I am hoping this is a good one. I will take time to weigh my feelings and how things will work out for now and the near future. Meantime, I think taking a break is a good choice.
Ading, sometimes I have this gut feeling that tells me that he is not sincere anymore and it bothers the heck out of me. He has never accepted in spite of my brushing that he might not be sincere as I thought he would be. I might be over reacting somewhat, that is why, it might be good for me to just take a break.
Oh non Ms. Witch, that was just a scenario that he created just in case. He had a mild heart attack 10 years ago but he has it under control and he is good.
The reason I am thinking of leaving is because of my suspicion that he is being insincere to me. I don't want to prove I am right nor will I go to the extent of finding it out, it is just that I have this instinct that he is.
That is what I did with two of them ading and the first one, there was no guilt. He had it coming. But the second one, it hurt him so much. I kind of regret a little bit.
Ms. Witch, I will have to share you a story that happens just like 6 months ago. Here is a very true story with my soon to be ex. We are driving on the freeway and from out of the blue, he said: "Hun if in case I get a heart attack, just be calm don't panic, elevate my head and call 911 and do as they say. In the meantime just keep telling me you love me and if I don't make it, then it was meant to be."
Ading, I had tears flowing down my cheek when he told me that. I realized I seldom say I love you but he does very often. But of course he knew I loved him then.
Oh he also said apart from that. If he were the one on the wheel, which is often the case as he hates my over speeding tendencies, said: Slide me off the wheel and then elevate my head then call 911"
Adiiing I love that. Oh yes, the only thing Ading is, when I leave, there is no going back. He knows that is how I am. He knows how much my ex and one other ex are still trying to make me their love. True ading.
I just don't like this part. I am not hurt as I thought I would feel. I think it is just the good and happy times are haunting me at the moment.
I am thinking about it ading although, I am hesitant to even start it. I think I will just disappear like you said. Leave him a note. He'll get the picture.
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Yes, there will be peace my friend. I mean forever. At least that is what I believe.I am notoriously contemptible with terrorism Jen and I do anything to make it end. I am just dreaming I know that but at least that is my passion.