You sound pretty pissed off at life in general. I don't think you are apathetic; it's more like passive-aggressive. Why are you so determined to give the world a bad impression of yourself? Is that the real you??????
Take care of yourself in every way possible. Take care of your appearance, go shoppinhg for a new wardrobe, exercise regularly and eat a healthy diet, go to church listen to music that makes you happy, and avoid poisonous things/individuals as much as possible. Accept and embrace reality as a way out of a difficult time.Be courageous
even as it is our roles nowadays have become so confused that chivalry is a thing of the past for many, and women are no longer ladies. Neither we nor you do we feel special, the way it ought to be.
RE: Do ou like playing a musical instrument?