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RE: Jealousy

interesting

im not jealous of either of you

RE: Jealousy

christonabike dba Ocee's Translations LLC

and out in the daylight again

i would like to recant my previous statement and sign on to the above version as my honest and true recollection of recent events.

RE: Jealousy

living alone rocks





well whats alone? w/ no kids? i may never know

but i lived alone 6 and 7 years at a time at least twice

i made better use of the last one and am happy to have a houseful today.

living alone finally rocked but a houseful of family finally rules.

id venture a guess id not have the latter had i not had the former

RE: Jealousy

i read most of page one and just browsed the rest

i found myself wondering laura if you meant bf/gf jealousy rather than ordinary envy/coveting

its weird that like an hour ago i was sitting in quiet thinking about my envy

what i envy, the way i envy...as a friend is dying that i have envied-
and i have been again faced with the fact that we never know another's life or path or true circumstance, nor the meaning of it all. all the why's ya know?

why do they get to be happy? wheres mine? etc


there was a time in my life when i was very disciplined in being a cheerleader for all even tho it took practice to cultivate that state of mind it became second nature.

this week i have been faced with the fact that i have slowly been slipping back to that comparison junk and i remember what i have been taught by a practice i am involved with; never compare your insides to somebody else's outsides, cuz we just dont know. we must admit we dont have a full and accurate picture of them but we need to be tending what we do have.

finding this thread and having such confirmation
( i think such synchronicity- at least for me is confirming)
and being able to share this has set me back straight now- or at least put a new awareness on that for me.

so thanks

RE: WHY IS THE US LIKE A GOD TO THE WORLD???????

shotstopper

surEly their first crime might be having an unregistered gun and not being licensed to carry it.

it isnt that costly and it isnt difficult to receive a license

IF YOU HAVE NO CRIMES IN YOUR PAST

RE: Roll call for old Cs friends

thank the heavens for your return

whats that you're eating 09

im home

no one else is here

its been a tuff few days and i wanted to relax and eat something bad-

there are crisps i bought that ive never seen/tried before.

MAN they were spicy-not my type at all.

I wanted to cheat more than i wanted to enjoy it so i kept blowing my nose and wiping my eyes til i finished.

and even drank soda

im a bad bad girl

RE: Roll call for old Cs friends

me too kkitty

ive seen your posts here and there and wondered how you are doing

RE: Roll call for old Cs friends

i was in mail

there are threads

kkitty i dunno really if either of you knew them but bajanblue died june 5 finally from a long battle with cancer

and dknew had a sudden heart attack about a week later

RE: Roll call for old Cs friends

dum dum

theres marty with his foot in it

welcome back marty

RE: Roll call for old Cs friends

i know

its a particularly tuff day today is all

ill write ya about it soon-ish

im sure you must think i am always so much drama

well today i got a big dollop and im just gutted.

RE: Roll call for old Cs friends

tonight is quiet like a morgue and slow

not the best measure



i may not be a friend but im still here or should i say



im off out people

sleepy

Dying In America

goodnight cs

RE: Waiting forever

marty?? you despise me

but hi gee whiz maybe we can get a fresh start


hellloooooooooooo gonna hang about for awhile?

we could use the humour

RE: Why is so hard..?

RE: Why is so hard..?

whoooo careeeeeeees

RE: Why is so hard..?

uh

ok

RE: Waiting forever

wha?

is it kurt?

witchay what ARE you talkin about?

RE: How will you die?

poison/pills can go terribly wrong.

RE: Waiting forever

no one is the same after prison

has nothing to do with innocence or guilt

RE: Waiting forever

welp...

ive been waiting almost 2 years and my wait is almost over

when i was last single it was almost 7 yrs

and when i came to CS i waited almost 4 years

im a good waiter

RE: Why is so hard..?

ok ive seen nans post
i am afraid to read the thread now

whats that you're eating 09

i just made about 60 pancakes with fresh blueberries and i made 6 pounds of homemade sausages from fresh pork and deer.


made it
cooked it

and when it cools i will freeze it all

ready for a quick meal-


its cheaper than therapy

RE: Happy Birthday MJAMES

yes be happppppy

RE: what was your most romantic date.

darn ya ladybee this joke isnt for an american girl is it

RE: what was your most romantic date.

awww just saw this bit

RE: what was your most romantic date.

thats wonderful

RE: what was your most romantic date.

lovely

Dying In America

i think so too amity

its something we dont like to think about but with a bit of planning we will have our wishes met in the end

RE: is this the real deal ??

hi marie

just read the first page

well why not?

if its a numbers game eventually you hit right?
i mean it is possible


as you say the pace doesnt feel inappropriate and you know what THAT feels like.

sometimes things have been ticking along in 2 lives and then things just fall in place-together

i think mickey and i had been arcing for a few years before meeting and the time we spent being friends first helped that be seen and build something and in the big picture i do see the way we dovetailed in our journeys and indeed became ready for each other


we aint gettin any younger- who knows and why not?

happy for ya because even if this doesnt pan out you are oh so much closer to THE one.