I am not sure how a feel about a marriage contract. I always felt marriage was forever and that you would not need one, but after two failed ones I don't know. Would have to think more about this if it was brought up to me.
I do not know what mental and emotional things you have but I am sure you are not a loser. A lot of people have mental problems and they are not losers. You need to get confidence
RE: What do you think about Marrige contract
What happened to the saying what is mine is yours and what is yours is mine.