Just take things easy, Krisha. You`re only forty! I`d say you`re really young...I`m 53 but I think it`s just a number.
You tell us about Japan ... but what about looking outside your country for the right man? I`m sure there`re many wonderful men in other places who`d fall madly in love with you!
I`m sure you`ll find that special one. It just may take some time, but that`s a plus - the choice will be made well.
19.- When I burnt the 8th kettle I stopped counting... 20.- I concentrate too much when reading. I can`t hear then. Or smell smoke. The house could be on fire and it`d take me some time to realize...
oops, number 11 should say "everything" and that reminds me of
number 12.- I should wear my glasses when reading or writing but don´t want to accept I need them... 13.-I'm rather stubborn sometimes 14.- I can`t cook 15.- I can`t drive 16.- I don´t even own a car 17.- I do own a mobile phone but hate using it. 18.- I`m impatient sometimes.
1.- I decidedly hate doing the dishes and think that should be forbiddden by law.
2.- I'm a compulsive reader and book-buyer. At my place ýou could find say two different editions of The Universe in a Nutshell, but you can`never be sure I`ll have remembered to buy bread for breakfast...
3.- I don´t like housework, definitely. It goes against my deepest beliefs...
4.- I collect things I find interesting... and never get rid of anything.
5.- I snore.
6.- I`m very short.
7.- I forget people`s names.
8.- I try to do too many things at once.
9.- If I think somebody`s stupid it shows on my face...
10.- I need variety and get bored easily if not challenged.
11.- I`m a compulsive learner. Must find out about ecerything.
Congrats on your stepping out of that relationship. I`d suggest to avoid all contact. As for slapping him, well I think you had received emotional slaps by him before... I`m glad you`ve left the negative things behind and started looking at the future again.
RE: do you prefer actual instruments or those from a synthesizer or computer program?