Fantasizing, in the most horrible terms you can think of, about hurting your ex, and your children by association,
and claiming it's *love*. (I go by your posts in public forums) .
Can't think of anything more hypocritical than that.
When you were talking publicly about your wishes to make a lot of noise and to hurt her as bad as you can, you were talking about the woman who raised your two children with no help from you, not financial, not any other help.
Now, 17 years later when these children is no longer children, and no longer require a child support, you remembered that they are in fact yours, and you are prepared to do anything to get to them.
That covers a “pathetic and selfish” part.
P.S.
Let me remind you that I don't know you from Adam and go by your public posts exclusively.
When I was reading about your intentions toward your ex, I found myself rooting for her in her attempts to hide from you.
Comparatively to someone else {for instance, to you}, I do not.
They sure do, but persons who announce their intentions to commit suicide do it merely to manipulate anothers, and don't usually carry out their threat.
In any case, it's about this troubled person's illness,
and no ex is in a position to cure it.
Any deeply disturbed, ill person needs a medical attention -- not their ex.
RE: hi all
Hi Scott and welcome