swedish_nightmar Poetry (18)

Tell me why, I have to be a demons slave?
i"m not going to die,
I, am a god I'm going to live on.

In my eyes you'll see the horrors
of souls who have waivered.
denied by me there rights,
I am hate, and my fortress is strong



When the nightmare arrives ,
and all around me are laid waste.
I will never be........
A slave to my demon of Death.

And like a dying star is every work of your virtue:
It's light is always on it's way and it wanders-
And when will it no longer be on it's way?
Thus the light of your virtueis still on it's way
even when the work has been done.
though it be forgotten and dead,
the ray of it's light still lives and wanders.
that your virtue is your self and not something foreign,
a skin a cloak, that is the truth from the foundation
of your souls, you who are virtuous.......
And some who cannot see what is high in man call it virtue
that they see all- too closley what is low in man....
thus graet innovators never come from above, they come invariably from below, just as a tree never grows from they sky donward, but upwardsfrom the earth.

Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes
I'd like to welcome all of you
Into the forbiden sessions of the sacred talisman
You are here with the nightmare conductor of rhythm
Yes, constructor of reality through musical composition
Yes, relax and interface as he takes you into the next phase.

Where ya at, where ya at? They keep asking where ya, where ya been
i've been preparing for two eons and beyond muwahahahah
Waiting around, it's like a hot day to burn it up
With another hot plate, got your neighbours irate
Volume way past 8, keep me booming in your system
>From your residence to your auto, people envious
Green like an avocados, got beef, only equals cattle
Por favor, give you what you want and more
got ya hunting
At the record store, first letters ph' as in phosphorous
Learn to enrich my mind, working on being prosperous
A fool with money is quick to part
Some things start off sweet and end up tart
I sneak in the front like a shadow of dark,
When you wassnt expectaning your crew and I connected
Keep it collective from first to last
Is it banging is the question that they ask
But in the shadow of the light from a black sun
Frigid statues standin icey blue and numb
where are the frost giants i begged for prtection
I am freezing , i am frozen,
shadow of puck illuminates my toil
so i rise and stand firm for my soil
lick a rock on foil
Say reduce me, seduce me,
Dress me up as Tootsie.
Hell is round the corner where I shelter.
Ism's and schisms, we're living helter skelter [been livin' on a study]
If you believe and deceive common sense says shouldn't receive
Let me take you down the corridors of my life.
And when you walk, do you walk to your preference?
No need to answer till I take furthur evidence.
I seem to need a reference to get residence.
A reference to your preference to say,
I'm a good neighbor, I trudge,
So judge me for labour, The bond on me ensures my good
behavior
The constant strum insures my insanity.
Passing the ignorance ensures the struggle for my family
We're hungry beware of our appetite.
Distant drums bring the news of a kill tonight.
The kill which I share with my passengers.
We take our fill, take our fill, take our fill.
Confused by different memories,
Details of Asian remedies
Conversations, of what's become of enemies.
My brain thinks bomb-like,
So I listen he's a calm type.
And as I grow, I grow collective.
Before the move sit on the perspective.
nightmare lay in on the crevice.
And watches from the precipice.
Empirial passage.
Heat from the sun somedays slowly passes,
Until then, you have to live with yourself.
Until then, you have to live with yourself

So when do I find what I'am looking for
caught in a haze of promises, can't feel what's real or not
Promise me anything, and thats a lie
Don't even know what it is I want
So why should I even try


It's all so misplaced
How long will it take
When the dreams are all gone
How long till you wake

Don't know how I came to this
Just try n' figure out what to do
my hunt and search for greed
you think that I am lost
In a state of mind games, it seems like a check mate
None of us will win
And don't think that I can't wait


It's all so misplaced
How long will it take
When my dreams are all gone
How long till I wake

Bridge XA! It's all so misplaced


It's all so misplaced
How long will it take
When my dreams are all gone
How long till I wake

How long till you wake

when the winter was over
you'll return there to find me
and my memories filled you with light

you'll remember my beauty
you'll remember desire
as my memories filled you with light

i am the sun in the flame
cold from the flame turns away
and in these winds came a change
you'll awake...

Humans walk through these fields of delight
but I want you to know
desperation's the tenderest trap
so gently you go
what will it take
For their will to awake

when mans beautiful cults of desire
have left you for dead
isolation will cradle the lies
of things left unsaid
what will it take
for their will to awake

you'll look to the heavens above
and taste it's deceit
these temptations have blinded desires
to sleep at their feet
what will it take
for there will to awake

and I'll hear them call out your name
invoking the fates
chances are you've travelled too far
in stirring their hate
what will it take
nightmare awakes
their will awakes

I
Remain
Silent
Knowing
always in mind
see mental twine as it unwinds

you stay
silent,glowering, always in time
see how quirks stays sublime
sleep here
hoping, slowing, always in rhyme
see how the love stays divine

and your waiting
when I return inside I find
i'm waiting
For flowers of evil in your mind
and your fainting
dancing with fire on the edge
Your wane'ing
remembering all of what I said
still waiting
hoping the rains will wash away
here waiting
hoping my guide will show the way
and i'm waiting
dancing with fire on the edge
i'm waiting
remembering all of what I said
with my fire in your heads

I'm a self-destructive piece of shit
Smeared in blood from the thick of it
I don't owe you a goddamn thing
My life never had to begin
I don't wanna be immortal or legend or anything
But the longer I'm alive, the better off you'll be
Get ready for epitome, come on and pity me...
Will you kill me if I say please?

Now...
Frustration turning, turning everything i see around
Ships moving in fleets, purging as they run aground
All the barriers i have built unbound
here comes the marching, your lives cannot be found

Now...
Motivation comes from beyond
Purity like the unborn
Riding the storms
The storms

Enter hate
Deeper and deeper in every way
Enslaved to wait
Penetrates the wound again
Enter the sorrow
Deep and deeper everyday
Enter pain
Penetrates the wound again

Planets beyond numbers; worlds concealed by faith
Our thoughts will turn the sublunary worldview straight
Order in chaos from an indefinite system
One step mistaken and the great scale is broken

Two thousand years of morals as figure,
Taught individually by example
Never share with me your disclaims,
Picture only what you're worth
In all your incompleteness

Social constructionism; questioned through all times
Just like the fall of shattered mines
The prophetic method; liminal and in between worlds
Challenging the symbolic order, listen as it hurts

Symbolical and sheeting, in an eclectic manner,
Institutional monotheism holds the banner
Martial and creed;
You think they will provide anything you need?

You reckon it's diversity?
As time passes it will turn into canonical unity
Scripture and doctrines, hollow as it must be
The sole individual yearns to be free

Falling to darkness
Where the sky turns red.
It turns into stark features.
Letting you wish you would live.
You wish you would live.

They're alive, die as I space you. That's where I seize the spell.
The devil loves the pain. Encircle victims, breath the pain.
Buried fears, weak the soul. No more to you, now you're set in stone.
Bowing at your feeds and thoughts. Cold winter freezing
solid, with your fights falling when. He hears voices say," Tall toys gone."
Fell aside with heaps of fear. Dreaded calls springs in year. One attacks
himself from them. Feel your own spirit, a spirit say Say, "Timeout in your
life." What's wrong? You're wrong. We're set in stone.

Because life isn't fair.
Because the chance abound there.
Inside, souls are searching for.
Outside, the pain can't be ignored.

All around lives are the cost.
The fight is yours, terrorized cities lost.
Your world, with permanent thoughts of hate.
With their rights, die.

I wil escape you
To a place far from here
No one will see me
Watch the pain as i disappear
i only have anger
im full of despair
Won't you just leave me
There's a room for me there
There innocent beauty
My words can't describe
Thier birth was a purity
Brings a sullen tear right to your eyes
Now i have anger
im full of despair
Please let me take you
'cause I'm already there

I'm so alone
My head's my home
I return to mental entropy

crime without reason is why children die
i've been through the system
That's bleeding stones until we die
So please let me take you
And I'll show you the truth
Inside my reality
I shared in youth

[CHORUS :]
I'm so alone
My head's my home
And I feel
So alone
You know
At last
I'll return to my entropy

Now that i've disaprepeared
To a stateu might fear
I really must go back
Close my eyes and they'll disappear
Won't they come to me
Salvation well share
Inside of my head now
There's a room for us there

[CHORUS :]

gremlins, goblins, rappers squabbling
amongst the ranks from the punks to the drunks
to the monks to the saints
keep your eyes on your oxygen tank
the ears you ain't
either you can or you can't
a heartbeat start skip stop off crank you go blank....
Imagine the venom in my jaw
When it drives your body into recall
Cause sooner or later then hangman will call
And I'll be right there with him, black suit and all
So you made ?humafisto? and hexagons a crystal
When he arrives at your doorstep with money by the fistful.
now into the labyrinth of nightmares amusement
more intense than the shining you're in a difficult course
feel the pressure from all angles of sweds centrifugal force
unremorseful sorcery firing flames more frequent
and strengthen the attacker and black magic clashing in sequence
my activities are extra curricular one particular
immaculate masculine muscular rap spectacular
cohesion casting curses and articulate verses
As high as we ascend I awoke to break a bend
my soul was carried by the crow but delivered by the red Key my played like sound bytes speak Wordsworth
like ten at the scientist experiments I prevail as win
for real the opposition transmits the telepathic
Roamin free on the flats with automatics and back packs
Doin' jacks for Big Macs, accumulatin' stacks to make G's people please, you artificial.
But jiggy jiggy I watched them puff n stuff, crazy,
mad paper trail, i arrested on the daily.
take one for you two for me son pay me,
your score is my amazement,
my street smart statment,
I'm the mental patient who's makin moves on the pavement.

Drifting into the lives
seep into the soul where emotions hide
dark skies were beating me down
with shadows of deceit slashing at
trust till it forever bleeds
with doubt, with pain, with trust
is pain.
When it's time to feed to fulfill
the need to consume a breath
some will rise standing tall
breathing out all the breath from
the voice of a soul.
Acid, the tears of remorse
flow in vain, too late for regrets
save it
for the next ill fated game.
When it's time to feed to fulfill
the need to consume a breath
some will rise standing tall
breathing out all the breath from
the voice of a soul.