Amenda Poetry (23)

When I look back
The way I come
So many old friends beside me
Companied me,comforted me

When I look forward
The way not clear
Full of dense fog
Full of barriers on the way
Upset me, torture me.

When I look back
The way I come
How many left print there?
How many made your heart beating fast?
How many made you sad?
HOw many made you happy
How many made you shed tears?
How many made you laughing?

When I look back
oh.....
Complicated feelings
No words can express it exactly
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......

Your witticism delighted all CS members
Your poems warmed my soul.
Your talent surprised me.
Your disappear made us empty.

You said: Come to visit me, I'll offer you plane tickets.
I said: sorry, I can't get the visa.
You said: No problem, I'll go to visit you in 2010
I replied: ok, I wait

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The world is full of unexpected thing
But dear friend, I remember you
And I think all your old CS friends remember you...

Here I just want to send my best regards to you.
Hope our friendship can make you feel better.
Hope you happy and healthy forever.
Hope my greetings can make your smile
Just as bright as before.

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There's full of bright sunlight
On a long long road
Lead to your place

There's full of fire hot
On a curve bright road
Lead to your place

I walked down the road slowly
Don't know how far it is
Just feel I even can't see the end

When I woke up from the orange dream
I found I am just be in my bed
Never move one step.

There are countless people on the busy street
No one I can go to say hi to

There are a lot phone numbers on the notebook
No one I can call to

An old Chinese saying here:
For my whole life
If I can find even one soulmate
That's enough

It's a dark humid cold night
Will sunlight bright here again?

I think
Maybe
I love you
Or
How come I always think of you

I think
Maybe
I love you
Or
How come I always search you

I think
Maybe I love you
Or
How come I always dream of you

I think
Maybe I need to
clear my mind

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I'm not a perfect woman,

I'm a little hot-tempered,

I am just like a spoiled little girl....

But every lock has its own key,

So hope you good luck.

And HAPPY EVERYDAY!

Thanks for reading!!

I used to long for Spring Festival so much when I was a little girl. New clothes, new shoes, delicious food....cracks.....

I used to long for Spring Festival so much when I was a young mother, bought all good things for my daughter, decorated my home, gathered with all relatives....

But This year,
after I finished
cleaning everywhere throughly,
go shopping, decorate my home....

I found only myself at home,
with a weak body
a jaded appetite,
a lonely heart,
.....
and with tears out of my eyes quietly
.....

How much I wish a person with me together during the big holiday
How much I wish a person could be with me when I feel not well,pass me a glass of water, touch my forehead, hug me and cheer me up....

How much I wish...at least I'm not so uncomfortable at the moment
....

This is the last day of the Chinese lunar year of ox
Tomorrow will be the first day of Tiger year
I wish I will be well when the first sunshine come in my room tomorrow.
I wish all bad things will be brought away by the ox
and the new tiger will leave me happiness....

If it was not empty
How can new things come to fill it
My Dear
Please remember
The darkness before dawn
Is the most terrible!

When the dawn come
My dear friend
Please remember
To tell us
Share with you...



By Amenda

When sunlight full of my little room
I got your letter, darling
I dare not to open it
I know there must be a sword in the blue envelope

When the setting sunlight full of my little desk
I can't stand the attraction of your nice handwriting
I open the blue envelope with my trembling fingers

Those beautiful characters become lots of needles
pierce into my heart
Darling, my darling
Have you heard the sound of blood droping?

you regard my soft love words as nagging
you regard my deep love poems as hysteria
you regard my feelings as cheap mud....

But you are right, darling
you are always right in my heart
Goodbye forever darling

My love is too hot
your heart would be burnt by it
my love is too hot
you are too weak to stand it

Goodbye darling
Have your own life better
Goodbye darling
I also have my own life

......
life will go on and on
......

I ask wind:
why my heart hurt everytime I saw his photo?
wind tell me maybe you were couple last life
Keep away from his photos

I ask rain
why can't forget him
Rain tell me maybe you have telepathy with him
Keep away from his photos

I ask myself why I keep on watching his photo
My heart tell me: you love him
Why I love him, why I love him at first sight
No R-e-a-s-o-n

You've heard raindrops hit your windows, darling?
That's my fingers knocking at it in the wind!



You've felt snowflowers falling down on your lips , darling?
That's my kisses from the far east!



You've seen kites flying in the sky, darling?
They are sending letters for us!



You've seen seagulls over the ocean, darling?
They are building bridge for us!