Come To Think Of It...There Is Absolutely Nothing Out There That Can Be Worst...Than A Long Distance Relationship Over The Internet..And By The Way...Which Mostly Can Begin On This Connecting Singles Sight
When One Comes To Realize It..Really... All It Was...Was A Few Telephone Calls..And A Whole Lotta Words That Were Typed On A Screen For One Another To Read(And A Few Pictures To Look At)
And Right Off The Bat...The Crap Hit The Fan
I Was On The Blogs A Long Time Before I Got "Tangled Up" With This Mis-Understood Person(She Wasnt A Bad Person By Any Means)..Just A Little Bit Too Much On The Possessive Side
What I Mean Is....Id Have A Blog Up...(And If A Female Left A Comment)Its Only Common Courtesy That One Replies Back To The Commenter..And All Hell Would Break Loose(Mind You..Were Half A World Apart)..Id Get A Private E Mail...Being Accused Of Having A Relationship With That Person(And There Are Some People That You Cant Convince That Its Not That Way)
(Example)..A Female Posted A Reply That Had The Saying "Namaste" Embedded In The Reply...And My Name Is "Nam"..Yep..Got A Message Accusing Me Of Secrets Codes Within The Word "Namaste"..... And
Having A Secret Relationship
And Then When(With The Typed Word)When I Try To Convince Her Otherwise..All Kinds Of Other Accusations Would Follow...In The Beggining..She Wanted To Send Me Money(I Wasnt Doing To Good At The Time)And I Said "No..Ill Be All Right"....Yet.. Up Until Today Ive Been Accused Of Using Her(How Can That Be?)This is Only The Tip Of The Ice Berg
In The Real World..If There Are Problems..One Can Physically Get To That Person And Have It Out(Usually..One Way or The Other...The Situation Can Resolved)
But Theres No Way In Hell That It Can Get Resolved With The Written Word Or A Telephone Call(That Just Cant Happen)
Its The Distance That Dooms Any Situation Before It Ever Begins..
I Would Say..That If It Werent For The Distance..Things Would Not Be The Way They Are Now
Roy Orbison Can Now Sing His Song.."Its Over"...(But Actually..Did It Ever Really Have A Beginning?
Most Long Distance Relationships Are Doomed Before They Ever Can Get Going..If The Distance Cannot Be Overcome..And If One Of The Two Arent Willing To Leave All They Know To Live With That Other Person
I Dont Hate This Person..But Im Sure(If It Can Be Done)Ill Be Drilled Into The Ground
Its Been One Accusation After Another..That No Matter How I Try To Defend Myself..Im Not Going To Get Through..Im Guilty And Thats All!!
The Distance And Lack of Money Is Chiefly To Blame
Not Me..Not Her
But..In The End..As Always..Im The "Bad Guy"
And Im Left All...."Tangled Up In Blue"