The long road I'm on
At this point in my life I figured things would be different. 10 years ago when I pictured being 32 I saw myself being in a happy relationship if not married by now, and at least one child. Obviously this is not the case, I am single and childless.It's not for lack of trying, that's for sure. I have been in 2 long term relationships in the past decade, and dated around a bit in between. There have been some high points, and some really low points.
Yet thru it all I am still standing, and I'm still going down the road of life. I have learned a few things about myself along the way. I want a family of my own more than anything, but I know until I find it or if I do finally find it, that I can carry on alone in life's never ending journey. I know things do not stop and wait for you, if you don't keep moving you will be left behind.
I like to think of myself as a strong person, and that I can handle what is thrown my way. I think I have done a pretty good job doing so. There have been times where it was so tough for me to face the day, yet despite whatever it was I did. I have it burned into my brain that no matter how bad it might be, it is not the end of the road.
So I move forward each day. I take on whatever may come along and do the best I can possibly do.
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but gosh though, dont you get tired of putting so much into life and getting nothing back, lordy its like the lotto isnt it? when is it my turn to win
Keep looking forward. One day (hopefully soon) you will find the right person, and 'she' [will find] you!
Best of luck in your search....maybe you just need to stop looking for snow bunnies and look for a warmer weather creature to make your den with.