buckeye1332
buckeye1332
Nov 2011
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Some things just hurt

Listening to my friends talk about their plans for their childrens' christmas kind of stings quite a bit. I hear all the time of their childrens' milestonnes, accomplishments, or something funny their kids had done.

I know it's not aimed at me because I'm about the only one I work around that does not have kids, but it gets to me. I don't show it on the outside, it just sits inside with only me knowing. I don't expect them to not talk about their kids around me, I'm happy that they are proud of their kids, and they are in my opinion good parents.

I think it stems from the fact that I want to have a family of my own more than anything. Being called "dad" or "daddy" would be the greatest thing ever to me. With the holidays here it's just tougher for me. It's the one thing in life I want and will not give up until I do.
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Ed1941
Ed1941●Bullhead City,, Arizona USA
Nov 28, 2011●151 Blogs●4,758 Comments
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Go to a "home" of some type and spread that cheer that's busting out of you with some old folks or with some orphans. They'll appreciate it!
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Calliopesgirl
Calliopesgirl●Nashville, Tennessee USA
Nov 28, 2011●322 Blogs●5,311 Comments
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Buckeye-Don't waste one moment of "now" with a future that you do not know. When you jump out of now and into the future of what you lack then that is all that you have. Be peace with your life and if not then visualise your tomorrow at night when you go to bed and see your children and your wife and create your tomorrow's today. Wishing and being sad does not accomplish anything.
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bg617angel
bg617angel●anderson, California USA
Nov 28, 2011●12 Comments
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You have such a good heart. There is lots of opportunities for holidays and being involved with kids that don't have someone. Why don't you get involved with some volunteering or something. Just a suggestion. Its hard, but maybe someday you'll have a real chance to find someone, and have one of your own. This is really a special time of year and if you don't have kids with all the kids things happening it can be a real downer. Happy holidays!
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