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Today PP quitted the job and left us. We have been sitting in the same office for more than 1 year, working, laughig, gossiping, complaining... Now she left.

“There is no feast in which the guests do not part. ”
“Even thousand miles I see you off, we have to face the departure doomed.”

I have heard these sentences since I was child watching the Cantonese martial arts teleplays.

Leaving is eternal. In ancient time, in mordern time… Time changes everything.

Buddha said, I have looked at you 500 times in my prelife, so that I can meet you in this life. So I must have looked at PP 500 times in my prelife, if preflife really exists.

Tsangyang Gyatso said,

That day, when meditating amidst the mist of incense,
I suddenly heard your true words.

That month, I turned all gig prayer wheels,
Not to release my soul from purgatory, but to touch your fingertip.

That year, I prostratored myself and prayed on the mountains,
Not for pilgrimage, but for feeling your warmth.

That life, I walked across all the mountains, rivers, Buddhist temples,
Not for the afterlife, but to meet you again on the way.

So in this life I must have walked across myriad of rivers and thousands of hills, just to meet them on the way.

But they leave.

Perhaps everybody is alone. Come to this world along. Leave this world alone. Meet many people but part with them. The young are trapped by the net of lossing the friends or lovers, but the old will say: Time changes, and you can always move on, in this life.

Yes. The old are right, because when they were young, they experienced the same thing. Now they are old, their whole life has demonstrated that they can move on, in this life. So can the young.

I met him here started communicating, i was excited something was coming out of this, all of a sadden said he suspected me to be a scam when all i told him was truth, i am on tears please any suggestions, stole some few minutes to write this as i am at work..............

Oswald Chambers: All our promises and resolutions end in denial because we have no power to accomplish them. When we come to the end of ourselves, not just mentally but completely, we are able to "receive the Holy Spirit.' Receive the Holy Spirit"-the idea of the invasion. There is now only one who directs the course of my life, the Lord Jesus Christ.

2 Timothy 3:5 Having a form of godliness but denying its power. have nothing to do with them.

Charles Stanley: The only people don't don't find themselves under satanic attack are those who are so totally controlled by the devil and they no longer feel the guilt or have any conviction about a temptation.



Chambers said it all up there wow, no need for me to rant is it?lol And Stanley just told you once saved always saved 90% of you your hard headed none productive teaching leads. Let's do a example of 2 different believers. Going to examine the once saved always saved Christian vs the Christian in Grace.

Ok Jim Bob accepted the Lord at a early age and was taught that he was saved and nothing else was needed. Jim Bob never received Grace only once, and really never grasped the meaning or reason for the Cross. He didn't know Jesus and didn't have the reality of His love daily refreshing his faith in Christ. How can this man be in Grace when he has no understanding he denies Grace?


Ok Sue accepted the Lord in her life and was blessed to have someone lead her to understand the importance to receive Grace on a daily basis. Sue has great understanding now of the Gospel and very productive in Grace in life and church. Sue is grounded in Grace and full of wisdom a true Blessing in Christ.


Let's weight the 2. Poor Jim was taught once saved always saved, gained no knowledge, root, nor understanding of the Gospel. And the parable of the sower teach's Jim is the seed that doesn't understand and doesn't find root and understanding of the Gospel. Simply because he was taught a false teaching that produces people denying the very Grace Jesus died to
give us.

Sue gained wisdom, root, knowledge, productive in the Love of God growing in knowledge and wisdom daily in Grace. Who is the one born again?? who is the wise Christian out of the 2? Who will make it to heaven?? Who will be rewarded in heaven? Why is it so hard to understand the Christian who denies Grace your no better off in Christ than the non believer?

It's not about being perfect or a trophy Christian. I am sure not, sure I never will be. But I don't deny God's love and I do not deny His daily salvation plan for me. Even in the middle of my sin daily the Spirit convicts me. I have confidence the Lord is molding my conscience daily in His unfailing Love. Can one person tell me what else matters when it comes to Christianity?


I really don't care and I am sure the Lord doesn't either if one needs once saved always saved as a psychological
security in the mists of fires in this life. But the trick of satan is just this. Don't deny Grace, keep the Lord's presence in your life and make sure daily you are on the wheel of being molded in His un failing Love.

I have been threatened and marked for heresy and that is just anther day for me, kinda use to it lol. I don't care who is right or wrong. My reason for writing these devotions are not to self promote, I reject ministry. My simple reasons are for those who read them to see a need for God's love in your life, and to relay on that Love daily for your confidence and security to be firm, sane,moral people of faith. Please don't let that hearsay of men lead you to deny the Love of Christ. Grace changes me, nothing less nothing more.
God sense 101

a star shining in the sky ..its too far to catch ..but my destinaton and will power ....one day i will achive the greatest hights of all...b coz my i found my dream girl here......

What ticks me off? Is a leg cramp when your trying to sleep, and the only relief is to stand up! But I fought the annoyance off by taking an asprin and putting an icepack on the area.

What ticks me off? When I can't sleep, I lay in bed and the clock finally says 6:30 and the sun begins to beam in my window, another night of 2hrs tops sleep.

What ticks me off? When a cop pulls up behind me, watching my every move, making me nervous waiting for me to make a mistake.

What ticks me off? Greenhorned worms that eat tomato gardens.

What ticks me off? Staying at a standstill on the scales and or gaining when I know I've done good and should have lost a lb or 2.

What ticks me off? Men who are materialistic.... I am a person who never grew up with the finer things in life, and even when I do have the money? I'm just more into saving for a rainy day.

what ticks me off? That no one is probably laughing at this blog.... I'm never this serious!

What ticks me off? Plenty more but I need to catch up on some

At least I got to laugh on Tuesday for 2 1/2 hrs. My improv is back for the semester. Double dose next week when I assist the teacher's beginers class.

Later friends!

* A note of information for ya'll who may not be real acquainted with me. I served in the US Army as a Second Lieutenant during the first Gulf War. I was medically retired after I suffered a stroke and I now walk with a cane. I still hear from my Army comrades from time to time. Here's a story from one of them. Hope you enjoy it.

I get mail from my Army brothers and sisters who are still serving, some of them cowboys in uniform, stationed in Iraq and Afghanistan. They so inevitably tell me of "wrecks" that that only a cowboy can appreciate.
The military is using reconnaissance dirigibles,balloons lighter than air, to detect enemy presence and to protect bases from terrorist activities. They're tethered to the ground by a cable and go hundreds of feet in the air, not unlike Napolean used 200 years ago during some of his battles. Although Napolean had a Frenchman in a basket with binoculars, the modern dirigibles are unmanned, filled with the latest photographic and digital surveillance devices available, and monitored by a ground crew.
Out of the clear blue of the Persian sky, a helicopter approached the base, and one of its blades hit a dirigible cable! A quick call was made to headquarters as they watched the freed balloon rising into the prevailing winds and drifting towards Iran.
I'm sure many cowboys would be thinking, "What would I do?" A biplane with a hook, or a team roper on the wing? A helicopter approach from the top, lowering a bull rider on the dirigible with his Moore Maker balloon-piercing knife? Have two fly fisherman from Bozeman, Montana parachute by and reel it in?
Not the Air Force.
They called in an F-15 Eagle with instructions to intercept and disable the dirigible gingerly so the billion dollars' worth of top-secret equipment could be recovered. Explicit instructions over the radio ordered, "Be careful not to hit the instrument cluster." "Roger, Captain!"
On the initial, and only, strafing pass, the deadeye pilot pulled down on the target and pressed the trigger. The explosion could be heard at the Syrian Embassy in Fort Worth, Texas! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!
Al Jazeera's heart skipped a beat! It lit up the skylike a sunrise! Flaming clumps, shreds and pieces cleaved the atmosphere like streaking meteorites into the wild blue yonder!It was obliterated, all save but one piece of twisted scrap metal about the size of a Volkswagen that was found 10 miles away.
I understand the pilot is in the process of applying for a medal recognizing his valor in recovering and disabling top-secret material before it fell into enemy hands.
The hunk of metal has been recycled and is now a doorstop in the mess tent.

Hi

Did you ever , this morning all I seem to do is go around in cirules, and not getting anywhere fast it is 10am and just getting to have the first coffee ,

It is funny we all seem to have our own little ritural of a morning I have had coffee by 9am, and tidy up by now all I have done is the coffee and sent my son off to school maybe I should go back to bed and start again

what about you do you have morning like this sometimes

The story of a beautiful little girl who has a pair of beautiful eyes and hearts of the naive innocence. She is an orphan and only got to live in this world for eight years. One last sentence which he left on his tombstone is that I've come and I am very obedient. This child is willing to let go of treatment, while before he has had as many as 540,000 medical fund dollars gained from the association of Chinese people all over the world. And divides the funds into seven sections, which was distributed to seven small children who also are struggling to face death. And he's willing to let go of treatment.
With heavy hearts papa is holding the baby, with deep breath and said, "I eat anything, then you also follow what I eat." Then daddy gave him the name of Yu Yan.


Amid the fear and anxiety papa, Yu Yuan slowly growing up.
Yu Yuan who lived in distress was extraordinary, ranging from the age of five years, he's helping daddy do homework. Washing clothes, cooking rice and cut grass. Every thing he does well. She realized she was different from other children. Other children have a pair of parents, while he only has a daddy. These families rely on him and daddy who support one another. He must be an obedient child and can not make the poor become sad and angry.

Every time she saw her daddy smile, he felt satisfied and happy. Although it is not like other children who have a mama, but they can live happily with my father, he was very happy. Starting from the month in May 2005 Yu Yuan started having nosebleeds. On a morning when the Yu Yuan was washing her face, she realized that the water was washing his face filled with blood that was coming from his nose. In many ways it could not stop the bleeding. Yu Yuan so daddy brought to the village health clinic for injections. But unfortunately from the injection site was also bleed blood and would not stop. In her thigh start popping up red spots. Doctors are advised to bring the Yu Yuan daddy to the hospital for examination. Once arrived at the hospital, Yu Yuan did not get the numbers because the queue was long. Yu Yuan could only sit alone in a chair that long to cover his nose. The blood that comes out of his nose that continues to flow like water and swap the floor. Because daddy was not feeling then taking a small basin to contain blood from the nose Yu Yuan. Not until ten minutes, a small basin has been filled with blood from the nose Yu Yuan.

I ever came, I was very obedient, so the words that came out from the lips of Yu Yuan. On 22 August, because the bleeding in digestion nearly a month, Yu Yuan could not eat and could only rely on infusion to survive. At first, trying to steal to eat, Yu Yuan took instant noodles and eat them. This makes the bleeding in the digestive Yu Yuan is getting worse. Doctors and nurses immediately provide emergency aid and to give an IV and blood transfers after seeing the bleeding Yu Yuan is very great. Doctors and nurses were crying too.

Everyone wants to help alleviate her suffering. But still could not help him. Yu Yuan who have suffered from the disease eventually die peacefully. All people can not accept this view of the beautiful little angel like holy water. It has gone into the world another.





Conclusion:
This is a story that is very evocative of our hearts. A child who struggles to survive and eventually must face death due to illness. With the innocence and sincerity and devotion to his parents, finally getting tremendous response from the World.
Although deprived of life, He can give his love to others. Here's an example that we should be able to do the same thing, do something meaningful for others, give a little warmth and attention to people in need. Personal and heart like this is called a loving person.

I like older men because younger men don't know what they want in life... if they do it's hard to find someone my age that does know honestly what they want so i go for older men because they know what they want in life and are more experienced.. How much older or younger will you go to find your special someone? I want my special someone but i can't find him!!!

I am looking for someone spesial but if I can make new friends thats great to. I get alot of views on my profile but nothing more.... no messages or anything. Is there something wrong with me??? I can take the honesty of any opinions.