Reincarnation - My Own Experiences ( Archived) (57)

Since childhood I had past-life memories. In limited space I cannot talk in-depth about them but I can offer links to my writings about this subject while explaining somewhat where I stand religiously, and why I can never consider myself a full Christian even though I know God and Jesus are both real.

1. Reincarnation is Painful
Mot just because of dying and being reborn. It's knowing you messed up and are being punished that rots! In my case, I have bad karma. I started out as the child of a supreme Goddess back in the dawn of time, and as great as that may sound I was exiled so God would not kill me in revenge for my mother stealing power from Him to create me. I ended up angering twelve young gods and goddesses by creating six beings like myself, the seventh being an empty vessel to house my spirit. There was war and the planet we lived on was made a dead world. My faction fled to the Milky Way and the enemy pursued us and destroyed our two colonies there: one on Mars and the other on the planet between Mars and Jupiter. Now an asteroid belt. Eventually, we tried to avenge ourselves but ended up settling on Earth where God decided to punish we who rebelled against his "Chosen Twelve" by making us all human. Truly.

It's been thousands of years after, and I have had many names over the centuries. In Eastern Eurpoe, I was Vlad Dracula, but now I'm just me. I wasn't always a jerk, but I was a jerk in many of my past lives. I like to think I learned from my past, but once a rebel always a rebel. My biggest sin was done before coming to Earth, though. Here is a link to my written account of my first life:

And here is a link to my written account of my life as Dracula:


2. Revelation comes Randomly
How did I learn who I was? I didn't try to learn the meaning behind my memories until I was approached by two fallen angels. Lilith and Lucifer. Seriously! I met them physically, not in any vision or altered state. And I will tell you: I never drank, nor smoked, nor took any drugs. Here are links to my accounts of how I met Lilith and Lucifer, and what went down:
My first encounter with Lucifer (there have been others):

My first and only encoutner with Lilith:


3. Near Death Experiences are Bad
Did I mention I died and went to Hell once? It's true.
And here is the full account of my journey down under:

I nearly died of a severe case of tonselitis in which I stopped breathing and for a moment was declared dead. Here is another related link, to an account of a vision I had not long afer my recovery. I never afterward had another such experience, and I am gald of that! Death is horrible and what lies beyond can be.


So what does all this mean? It means that what we think we know is only the beginning of wisdom, not wisdom itself. If you've been to my links and read what I wrote, you'll know why I cannot call myself a Christian, though I love and respect God highly and think Jesus was a great man with a lot of good to teach mankind. I am pretty much a fallen angel in human form, but I see myself as just a nice guy who has been put through Hell (literally) in life. I hope to find my soulmate, a woman who can understand me... and that's what I am doing here on this site. If what I have said offends anyone I apologize for that but I cannot change what happened to me and the fact that it happened. Let us be compassionate toward one another and respect one another's beliefs... even the weird ones like my beliefs are. (What? I admit they are weird! they are, aren't they? Truth is stranger than fiction, after all.)

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Oh yes, back in the dawn of time.
Yes, those were the good ol days.

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