druidess6308: Dazzle's thread a short while back about the guy in the ER? His g/f had had too strong of a vacuum effect on him if I remember correctly.
Fear of poor health. Cost of cigarettes How much I would be SAVING/Month Father dying from complications of addictive smoking. Mother living with chain smoker causing health problems. The shame of smoking (subtle-subliminal) Smoking ruled my life. Thoroughly fed up with the addiction. I would find FREEDOM to live the life I choose. Not restricted to certain areas to find space to stand and smoke. My house smells sweet and wonderful. No wasted time of my life to do all those 10-15 minute smoke breaks. (all during the day) AND, like a few others I made plans to buy a gift for myself with the money I'd saved (jar money). I went all out and bought an extravagant television because I wanted one. I deserved to do something silly when I was over and done with this.
YOU WILL NEVER REGRET DOING THIS. IT IS ENTIRELY WORTH IT. best wishes
Thank you, Dusty. And you're right, I won't. All very good reasons, btw. I agree with them.
druidess6308: any suggestions, anyone? And don't recommend pills, I'm not taking them, I'm wearing the patch, eating baby carrots, drinking lots of water. I put the chips away before I ate the whole bag.
I have phrehinite for detoxification and batswana agate to fight the cravings, and a prayer mala to play with, and a straw that I cut in half to fake it if it gets bad.
It's bad. Day one of not smoking was going great until the janitor that smokes my brand showed up. Now I want to gnaw through a wall. Or climb one.
I've been on the strongest ones, and craved as much as I am now on the lower dose ones. It's not really the nicotine I crave as much as the smoking. My worst trigger today was having the janitor show up this afternoon that I usually smoke with because she does smoke the same brand and we break together in the afternoons.
So...it's more mental and habit for me than the nicotine. That's what's making me want to gnaw trees.
"This too shall pass."
(When a certain someone gets off the road and I start IMing, my hands and mind will be too busy. That ought to help.)
livinglargein a good place, Kildare Ireland5,879 posts
druidess6308: Good for you, LL! OMG...we really do have a club going here!
Thank you. I'm going to make it this time...and it helps a lot to know that I'm not alone.
its kinda like a lightbulb went off in my head, was smoking 40 per day , not every day ,but most days, had sore chest , was living to smoke, craved it more and more, was like what Dusty said, I was absolutely ruled by cigarettes, its costly over here 7.65 euro a pack of twenty , so my addiction was costing me over a hundred euro a week ! I have wanted to give up for years !! And Dru ,you never have to smoke another cigarette if you do not want to. That was the lightbulb moment for me, realising that I was just giving in to my addiction every day of my life ,instead of really deciding enough was enough My breathing is getting a little better already !!! Come on you know you can do it
druidess6308: I've been on the strongest ones, and craved as much as I am now on the lower dose ones. It's not really the nicotine I crave as much as the smoking. My worst trigger today was having the janitor show up this afternoon that I usually smoke with because she does smoke the same brand and we break together in the afternoons.
So...it's more mental and habit for me than the nicotine. That's what's making me want to gnaw trees.
"This too shall pass."
(When a certain someone gets off the road and I start IMing, my hands and mind will be too busy. That ought to help.)
I admire you so much, it has inspired me to buy only a packet today instead of a carton of 200 which I normally do when I run out.
Well, it´s a step in the right direction!
Truly, I hope you do it, and it will inspire other weak minded individuals like me who would love to quit.
livinglarge: its kinda like a lightbulb went off in my head, was smoking 40 per day , not every day ,but most days, had sore chest , was living to smoke, craved it more and more, was like what Dusty said, I was absolutely ruled by cigarettes, its costly over here 7.65 euro a pack of twenty , so my addiction was costing me over a hundred euro a week ! I have wanted to give up for years !! And Dru ,you never have to smoke another cigarette if you do not want to. That was the lightbulb moment for me, realising that I was just giving in to my addiction every day of my life ,instead of really deciding enough was enough My breathing is getting a little better already !!! Come on you know you can do it
Very wise words, LL...thank you. And what a good point!
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Did he post her phone number????