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Jan 27, 2009 5:29 PM CST Ready to gnaw a tree...
pretzelman
pretzelmanpretzelmanLas Vegas, Nevada USA43 Threads 1 Polls 2,956 Posts
druidess6308: Dazzle's thread a short while back about the guy in the ER? His g/f had had too strong of a vacuum effect on him if I remember correctly.



Did he post her phone number????devil
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Jan 27, 2009 5:29 PM CST Ready to gnaw a tree...
druidess6308
druidess6308druidess6308Aliquippa, Pennsylvania USA79 Threads 13,695 Posts
Dusty45: My incentives for stopping:

Fear of poor health.
Cost of cigarettes
How much I would be SAVING/Month
Father dying from complications of addictive smoking.
Mother living with chain smoker causing health problems.
The shame of smoking (subtle-subliminal)
Smoking ruled my life. Thoroughly fed up with the addiction.
I would find FREEDOM to live the life I choose.
Not restricted to certain areas to find space to stand and
smoke.
My house smells sweet and wonderful.
No wasted time of my life to do all those 10-15 minute
smoke breaks. (all during the day)
AND, like a few others I made plans to buy a gift for myself
with the money I'd saved (jar money). I went all out and
bought an extravagant television because I wanted one. I
deserved to do something silly when I was over and done with
this.

YOU WILL NEVER REGRET DOING THIS.
IT IS ENTIRELY WORTH IT.
best wishes


Thank you, Dusty. And you're right, I won't. All very good reasons, btw. I agree with them. wine
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Jan 27, 2009 5:55 PM CST Ready to gnaw a tree...
mindfful
mindffulmindffulChicago, Illinois USA235 Threads 8 Polls 18,996 Posts
john updike ded today

of lung cancer

just thot it was odd

dunno

hmmm when i did the patch i didnt crave at allconfused

just keep at it dru
one minute, one hour or one day at a time

remember the time is gonna pass anywaythumbs up
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Jan 27, 2009 5:56 PM CST Ready to gnaw a tree...
mindfful
mindffulmindffulChicago, Illinois USA235 Threads 8 Polls 18,996 Posts
druidess6308: Thank you, Dusty. And you're right, I won't. All very good reasons, btw. I agree with them.


and fyi?
dusty is always right
purple heart
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Jan 27, 2009 6:00 PM CST Ready to gnaw a tree...
pubwrite08
pubwrite08pubwrite08Columbus, Georgia USA14 Threads 2,451 Posts
druidess6308: any suggestions, anyone? And don't recommend pills, I'm not taking them, I'm wearing the patch, eating baby carrots, drinking lots of water. I put the chips away before I ate the whole bag.

I have phrehinite for detoxification and batswana agate to fight the cravings, and a prayer mala to play with, and a straw that I cut in half to fake it if it gets bad.

It's bad. Day one of not smoking was going great until the janitor that smokes my brand showed up. Now I want to gnaw through a wall. Or climb one.



Thanks...I needed to vent.
We are all very proud of you:bouquet
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Jan 27, 2009 6:07 PM CST Ready to gnaw a tree...
livinglarge
livinglargelivinglargein a good place, Kildare Ireland10 Threads 5,879 Posts
mindfful: hi LLand good job babes


doh I know ,
but my communication skills are suffering laugh

wave Hello E bouquet
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Jan 27, 2009 6:13 PM CST Ready to gnaw a tree...
druidess6308
druidess6308druidess6308Aliquippa, Pennsylvania USA79 Threads 13,695 Posts
mindfful: john updike ded today

of lung cancer

just thot it was odd



hmmm when i did the patch i didnt crave at all

just keep at it dru
one minute, one hour or one day at a time

remember the time is gonna pass anyway


I'm still craving on the patch...but mostly I can stay in my zen zone.

Good point about the time...yes, it sure does pass anyway.

hug
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Jan 27, 2009 6:17 PM CST Ready to gnaw a tree...
druidess6308
druidess6308druidess6308Aliquippa, Pennsylvania USA79 Threads 13,695 Posts
pubwrite08: We are all very proud of you:bouquet


hug Thank you, Pub. I appreciate all of the support...it really does help.

My guy (maybe)blushing sent me a big "YOU ROCK" too, from on the road. applause
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Jan 27, 2009 6:20 PM CST Ready to gnaw a tree...
mindfful
mindffulmindffulChicago, Illinois USA235 Threads 8 Polls 18,996 Posts
livinglarge: I know ,
but my communication skills are suffering

Hello E


thats ok
im pretty sure you aint got nuffin that all important to share


frustrated







rolling on the floor laughing
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Jan 27, 2009 6:21 PM CST Ready to gnaw a tree...
mindfful
mindffulmindffulChicago, Illinois USA235 Threads 8 Polls 18,996 Posts
you may need a higher dose?

comfort
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Jan 27, 2009 6:26 PM CST Ready to gnaw a tree...
druidess6308
druidess6308druidess6308Aliquippa, Pennsylvania USA79 Threads 13,695 Posts
mindfful: you may need a higher dose?


I've been on the strongest ones, and craved as much as I am now on the lower dose ones. It's not really the nicotine I crave as much as the smoking. My worst trigger today was having the janitor show up this afternoon that I usually smoke with because she does smoke the same brand and we break together in the afternoons.

So...it's more mental and habit for me than the nicotine. That's what's making me want to gnaw trees.

sigh "This too shall pass."

(When a certain someone gets off the road and I start IMing, my hands and mind will be too busy. wink That ought to help.)

hug
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Jan 27, 2009 6:30 PM CST Ready to gnaw a tree...
livinglarge
livinglargelivinglargein a good place, Kildare Ireland10 Threads 5,879 Posts
druidess6308: Good for you, LL! OMG...we really do have a club going here!

Thank you. I'm going to make it this time...and it helps a lot to know that I'm not alone.


its kinda like a lightbulb went off in my head,
was smoking 40 per day , not every day ,but most days,
had sore chest , was living to smoke, craved it more and more,
was like what Dusty said, I was absolutely ruled by cigarettes,
its costly over here 7.65 euro a pack of twenty , so my addiction was costing me over a hundred euro a week !
I have wanted to give up for years !!
And Dru ,you never have to smoke another cigarette if you do not want to.
That was the lightbulb moment for me, realising that I was just giving in to my addiction every day of my life ,instead of really deciding enough was enough thumbs up
My breathing is getting a little better already !!!
Come on you know you can do it hug
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Jan 27, 2009 6:32 PM CST Ready to gnaw a tree...
Jan1305
Jan1305Jan1305Sunshine and vino, Murcia Spain170 Threads 5,319 Posts
druidess6308: I've been on the strongest ones, and craved as much as I am now on the lower dose ones. It's not really the nicotine I crave as much as the smoking. My worst trigger today was having the janitor show up this afternoon that I usually smoke with because she does smoke the same brand and we break together in the afternoons.

So...it's more mental and habit for me than the nicotine. That's what's making me want to gnaw trees.

"This too shall pass."

(When a certain someone gets off the road and I start IMing, my hands and mind will be too busy. That ought to help.)


I admire you so much, it has inspired me to buy only a packet today instead of a carton of 200 which I normally do when I run out.

Well, it´s a step in the right direction!

Truly, I hope you do it, and it will inspire other weak minded individuals like me who would love to quit.
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Jan 27, 2009 6:32 PM CST Ready to gnaw a tree...
druidess6308
druidess6308druidess6308Aliquippa, Pennsylvania USA79 Threads 13,695 Posts
livinglarge: its kinda like a lightbulb went off in my head,
was smoking 40 per day , not every day ,but most days,
had sore chest , was living to smoke, craved it more and more,
was like what Dusty said, I was absolutely ruled by cigarettes,
its costly over here 7.65 euro a pack of twenty , so my addiction was costing me over a hundred euro a week !
I have wanted to give up for years !!
And Dru ,you never have to smoke another cigarette if you do not want to.
That was the lightbulb moment for me, realising that I was just giving in to my addiction every day of my life ,instead of really deciding enough was enough

My breathing is getting a little better already !!!
Come on you know you can do it


Very wise words, LL...thank you. And what a good point! hug
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Jan 27, 2009 6:32 PM CST Ready to gnaw a tree...
livinglarge
livinglargelivinglargein a good place, Kildare Ireland10 Threads 5,879 Posts
mindfful: thats ok
im pretty sure you aint got nuffin that all important to share


two fingered emoticon devil

rolling on the floor laughing
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Jan 27, 2009 6:34 PM CST Ready to gnaw a tree...
mindfful
mindffulmindffulChicago, Illinois USA235 Threads 8 Polls 18,996 Posts
rolling on the floor laughing rolling on the floor laughing


uh oh
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Jan 27, 2009 9:54 PM CST Ready to gnaw a tree...
druidess6308
druidess6308druidess6308Aliquippa, Pennsylvania USA79 Threads 13,695 Posts
As I head to bed, I just wanted to stop in and thank everyone one more time for your support today. Day one is done.

Looking forward to day two of my new life. applause




help
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Jan 27, 2009 10:32 PM CST Ready to gnaw a tree...
mindfful
mindffulmindffulChicago, Illinois USA235 Threads 8 Polls 18,996 Posts
you can do it

besides think about what they do w/ the money from cigs

do you want your hand to be on those acts-whatever they may be?

resent them
get mad at them

you can make it

thumbs up
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Jan 28, 2009 7:36 AM CST Ready to gnaw a tree...
druidess6308
druidess6308druidess6308Aliquippa, Pennsylvania USA79 Threads 13,695 Posts
mindfful: you can do it

besides think about what they do w/ the money from cigs

do you want your hand to be on those acts-whatever they may be?

resent them
get mad at them

you can make it


laugh hug Thank you, E...and Day Two begins. thumbs up
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Jan 28, 2009 7:44 AM CST Ready to gnaw a tree...
tumtum52
tumtum52tumtum52trenton, New Jersey USA8 Threads 633 Posts
theres lots of meds out there, patches, wellbutrin, nicotine catridges
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