Disgust

Demons have kissed me with thier poisonous lips
And I too have become aware of what's premature
Being tempted to slay God upon the throne he sits
For envious reasons, damned if I were to discuss them
But visions came to me, they robbed my mind
Took my sanity and showed me my grave
My eyes started bleeding and I became blind
For hideous reasons, I cannot discuss them
So now I am a beggar, for money and for food
People point, laugh, and cast thier stones
And now every thought that enters my mind is cruel
For vengeful reasons, I will not discuss them
I stood at Hell's door while knocking on Heaven's gate
"Let me in", I cried, as the shadows gathered around
Begged for forgiveness but was never forgave
For ungrateful reasons, I shall not discuss them
Then both doors opened, from Heaven and from Hell
The bright light burned my eyes, yet the fire soothed me
And a voice called out, "You have no soul to sell"
"Why", I asked, and He said, "Because you disgust me"
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Posted: Oct 2009
About this poem:
This is about a loss of faith and a constant struggle within...kinda dark, i know but it happens. I'm sure there are some that can relate

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Comments (2)

lorii
Hmm i lost my faith in everything.. hard topic for me to talk about with anyone, so everytime in the poem when it said "i will not discuss them" i felt a connection to that. Amazing write :)
Dementia
Thank you for the comment. I totally understand.
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