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When time goes by

leaving me behind

i sit wondering why

how did this come about

got in to a tail spin

and never ejected out

now i've crashed landed hitting the ground

it's a strange world, the land unknown, unfamiliar

i need to survive and start to rebuild a new life

the home land is gone it was named the past

i got to discover this new land, this new man

How long will you allow your grape vine to grow?
Lately I've been learning things I don't care to know,
That's the point of kickin' back, chillin', hangin' low,
To avoid sh!t talkin' drama it's gotten too f#ck!ng old!

But there's no where I can go to just escape,
With everybody in everyone's business its a little too late!
Like a pregnant teen pleads her friends for a little silence 'til the time is right,
Her friends turn to the world to run & spread the news throughout the night!
Like a man who wants to be a man & confess to his girl that he was wrong,
A b!tch goes & acts a B!TCH in relationships where that B!TCH doesn't belong!
Some you can talk to & your words will stay with that one,
not talkin' secrets but understanding 'cause most will leak those words to 21!
Different heads!
Plenty dumb!
& arrogant heads!
Like empty bums!
So simplex!
These trendy f#cks!
These wagon heads!
Sit in dumps,
repeating what reluctantly said!

So...
Gossip boys & gossip girls,
Gossip through your teeth!
Through fake smiles & promises,
'cause they gossip in their sleep!
With a mouth which never seizes,
it just lie's & never pleases!
She could gossip as she sneezes,
he could gossip broken in pieces!

To this day I'm still amazed in disbelief!
These people will die to gossip,
like fiends it's all they need!
Gossip 'cause you have no life,
no life or mind of your own!
Talk your sh!t!
Big surprise!
Such a child denies to grow!!!
Wonder why your all alone,
I'll foretell your future,
as if you don't already know!

'Cause the next little tweety bird,
who feels the need to speak the words,
of someone else's business or someone talkin' sh!t,
I'm gonna stalk it, stop it,
then I'm gonna kill that sh!t!
Like fly tweety fly!
Now die tweety DIE!
To all those people who gossip,
like leaking water faucets,
No need to come out now,
just keep your a*s' in the closet!
It's drama free!
Yay it's quiet.
I like it!
Stay away from me,
or your a*s might! get! kicked!!!

Tweety Birds.
Austin J. Frick
Age Of Reason Is Now.
1-5-'13

I've been constantly becoming what I fear the most,
That sh!t is grose!
Addiction runs further than the eye can see,
I need you to see...this place...inside...
MY HEAD!
Time after time,
Questioning love clouds my mind,
As slumbering into frantic frustration!
I've been called a failure too many times,
As I'm stepping towards total annihilation!
I fear I'm becoming what others want me to become,
Open your eyes & you'll see where all my hatred comes from!
Look inside my head!
Look inside my ugly skull!
Look at my stupid f#ck!ng brain that always got me F's in school!
A memory in a whisper, standing in fields of fire!
Unbound ability to play with unspoken fears & desires!
A labeled land where wearing grin provokes sin to win unstable man with in a system is just that...a system.

Question after question,
No more answers for suggestion,
As I'm melting to my perfect level of anger!
Constantly lying & causing your drama,
All the while you were pointing your finger!
This situation at hand is overwhelming me,
My minds drifted far from it's realm,
I can hardly see, what's in front of me?
My mind tries to disregard the memory!
Losing, junkie, addict! Choosing misery & heavy static!
I know I'll be O.K. so long as double D is in the attic!
Look inside my head!
Look inside my ugly dome!
Look at my stupid f#ck!ng brain that always took me so far from home!
Listen to the whisper, swept off to fields of fire!
Playing with unspoken fear & desire!
Liars win sin & wear their label at the table of the law with a grin laughing with in a system is just that...a system!

Fight after fight,
Nurture my soul tonight,
As I rest in your clouds of ecstasy!
Only you can put me back together 'cause,
You are the one who has made this mess of me!!!
Something won't allow me to float above,
I can't shove these feelings aside to hide them!
Sooner or later my wondering mind will find them!
Only time will tell,
So I'm forced to wait until then,
To show my love to you & put it all out in the open!!!
Look inside my head!
Look inside my filthy brain!
Look at this stupid f#ck!ng brain that always brought me so much pain!!!!!
I hear the faint memory like a whisper of my mind dappers inside calling out tears of fire!
I have the ability to play with unspoken fears & desires!
Releasing life & death, can't get any higher!
Reborn I smile I win.
Dying I cast a grin.
Deaths dirty sin.
Not even death can stop whats with in!
This...is...within a system...which...is...just that.

...a system...


Troubled.
Austin J. Frick
Age Of Reason Is Now
May 2005-June 2007.

You my savior in the night as I tried to take my life.
Your love was strong as it helped me hang on to the light.
You opened my eyes, made me feel better about your lie's.
You said we'd work at it, be together in time!
But I was the fool sitting alone in a new sun rise.
You ran off to be with another guy.
I knew I was in for a big surprise,
so I sit & wonder why I AM STILL ALIVE! ! !
You should've just let me go!
Why couldn't you just let me do what you do not know?
Its been like this for quite some time,
its not like you know whats going on in my mind!
Not like I know whats really going on in your life.
Whats to keep this from repeating? To keep us from the beatings?
Your happiness insight of knowing I'm actually leaving!
You would have shed a tear, if you believed in what we had,
as our future ends abruptly & a daughter loses her dad.
Frantically, she looks for him to come back,
searching for her love, reaching for her facts,
bleeding her disgust as the blood's seeping into the cracks,
abides by the love,
to show me her choice reacts from the life it impacts most!
Life is full of choices,
this is what is chose...
...to allow my words to play my ghost...
...like a parasite it harms the host...
I asked her to DO ONE SIMPLE THING!
Look into my eyes & start leveling.
Deep breaths are calming,
she refuses as she's falling,
then she bruises. Alarming.
Life is a B!TCH!
Little insects harming!
Go ahead & scratch the ITCH!
THE DEVILS QUITE CHARMING!!!
so i tell myself f#ck your feelings just tell it how it is,
my mind over body helps me go painless,
but it does nothing for my anger,
which in turn makes me dangerous,
from the pride inside i lied...
from the truth & beatings we hide...
to hundreds of miles away i'll drive...
to acquire the meaning in my own green eye...

S.O.M.S.
Austin J. Frick
Age of Reason Is Now.
Feb. 2011.

See the Cottage by the sea
Perched by that old oak tree

there once lived a maiden
Bright and fair
blue of eyes and golden hair

she walked the screen of silver and light
and this to her end was her plight

she forgot what is meant to be alive
for all she saw was glitter and JIVE

So beware to those who seek this life
For what it brings is grief and strife

A crafted gift that eternal hath designed,
A half minded wind blew through the face
A drop of water kissed the cheeks...
An unshaped darkness descended,
A thunder struck from the heavens,
A mystic poem is in the offing by nature,
Earth smiled with her thunderous roar.

Ecstatic mind sang with the branches of trees.
Left & right they swung with the dancing wind,
Clouds awaited the god's order with patience- endless:
Delighted Sun withdrew his mighty force
And the communion of earth & rain began........

Spinx
The magical cat wears the face of cofu
The blazing sun the golden sand
Behind lays ramsis tomb

Big and magestic rising to the sun
Built by the slaves of his peoples toil
His burial chamber his only tomb

Three pyramids lined up in rows
Built for the kings of the desert their pyramid their tomb
Built for lasting peace for their journey to ever lasting peace

God you watching
Your planet earth
All the destruction
The wars and infightin
Why do you allow this to go on

Does it give you pleasure to watch this turmoil
Destruction of your creation your once
Vegitative earth are you sending your

Destructive power to remould your earth
to create and form your planet earth
You killed of the dinosaurs that ruled this planet with a flick of your creative hands they where gone out of sight

Will you destroy what you made or will these humans with there war game
Create the bomb to destroy this planet so no humans can't live again

Slowly I drift back to awareness
My head feels fuzzy, as if not a part of me
And it does not matter how hard I try
I cannot move, not even my fingers

‘Ahh, you’re finally back with us’
I have heard that voice before, somewhere
But try as I might I could not remember
‘You cannot move, the drugs take care of that’

Another voice that seemed familiar
‘Besides you are buried up to your neck in sand’
A third voice and I almost had it
Where had I heard those voices before?

When they walked into my view I knew
If I could have moved I would have been shaking with fear
These were the last three of a long line of women
Women I had beaten, raped and left for dead

I knew begging was of no use, yet I still begged
I realised I was halfway between low and high water mark
Tears were streaming down my face as I pleaded
Yet their faces remained stony, cold and hard

I could hear them behind me having a picnic
While low tide turned and crept up the beach
I screamed my pleas as the waves crashed over me
But all I heard over the waves was their cruel laughter

Wave after wave crashed over me prolonging my agony
Until the last wave that that did not retreat

Motionless I lay
I cannot move awake I cannot close my eyes
Can not wink can not blink
Frozen am I

Can not feed
Can not cry
Locked in this body of mine
My brain lives it hasn,t died it talks to me move I have tried

Motionless I am awake locked in my own body unable to move
Can not talk or blink to tell how I feel
Locked in this body
Wanting to live

But feeling trapped I wish to no longer live
Life carries on no matter locked in my body
stiil able to think and hear talk but
I can't tell them how I feel
For I have no voice

Despair I feel trapped no hope let me die