@Sands. Thanks a lot for your comment. believed me I tried so hard to stay focus to others. like my hobbies, hang out with friends, even dated some guys. but still it doesnt work for me. Even now, when he still on my FB friend's list. I never watch his page, and for long time I dont check my FB.
Am glad you finnaly over it. 4 years is pretty long to over it. I hope it will be the last year for me to over it. which means, I'll know exactly what's the best for me.
its good and sad blog at the same time. And its very sad imagining someone we love is happy without us again in their side.
it hurts everytime I imagined him happy with other girl. me and my ex sometimes still contact each other. we both still love each other but there's lot of things that we cant be together. here am still single there he said he still single. but sometimes I dont want to know about him anymore Am afraid suddenly I opened his facebook and seeing his status "in relationship" Or Am afraid one day he will call me and saying he found another and happy with her.
There's lot in my mind and that is the most thing I worried about.
It's been 3 years I still can't move on. Am to scare for that. maybe am in the state of denial. Still dont wanna accept the truth that we cant be together. blaming all things like you mentioned before wish I can fix back to the time where we used to be together. or wish not meet him.
Yeah but I believe time is always the best cure.
Hmm.. rain outside now listening mellow song with a cup of coffee. remembering old happy times.
It this very sweet and nice tradition where avalaible ones wearing flowers. but sadly seems this sweet tradition not avalaible in modern times like today. we are too shy showing to people that we are single. and it happens to me very often. Sitting alone on the table while other tables seems very happy couples. I felt ackward and I felt people laughed at me ( even maybe what I thought is incorrect)
Yeah but once I approached a guy and pretend to borrow lighter. and gave him compliment that he was so good at the stage ( he performed on the stage singing and playing guitar). but it has nice reaction from him. we've started date in the next week.
It this very sweet and nice tradition where avalaible ones wearing flowers. but sadly seems this sweet tradition not avalaible in modern times like today. we are too shy showing to people that we are single. and it happens to me very often. Sitting alone on the table while other tables seems very happy couples. I felt ackward and I felt people laughed at me ( even maybe what I thought is incorrect)
Yeah but once I approached a guy and pretend to borrow lighter. and gave him compliment that he was so good at the stage ( he performed on the stage singing and playing guitar). but it has nice reaction from him. we've started date in the next week.
I love reading your blog. yeah we live in dilemma. I dont want to live alone coz living alone without someone will be empty, there will be no color of life. I dont want to have misserable relationship, I dont wanna feel the pain even some people say, its better for us to feel pain rather not at all. I don't wanna live with someone that I dont love. I dont wanna live with someone who doesnt love me. but what can we do? Life is choice even sometimes we dont wanna choose. I think all we need bit more patience
Sometimes what we expect turn into unexpected. so many problems that people deal with nowaday. So its kinda rare to find couple stay together until death do them part. financial problem, temptation and so many things. Old people used to keep their princips and fear of breakin the rule, they were stronger than people today. I think the new generation need to prepare their mental before they decide to enter the marriage gate
it was happening to me long time ago. often gets hurts by this. they were saying they love me and wanted to keep writing me until we grow old. but then, they just suddenly gone and I never heard from them anymore.
I think Lilith is the symbol of independant woman and the first feminist. She didn't want to be treated submisive by Adam. She just wanted to be equal, coz both were created at the same time and the same element.
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RE: Goodbye summer season!
Still very hot here.. sometimes rain but not too much..I missing rain :-)