You can't unsee some of those movie scenes.They depicted a vampiric death,a ritual confirmed to performed on specific dates. Would your own awareness help,it has been part of police training for years.
Subcultures and Cult Leaders are holding numerous govt.positions globally.
There are persons powerful enough to expose their heinous crimes to children, profiteering,experimentation on military personnel and cover-ups of deaths.
I have met many men like you and known only two personally. Besides diabetes (and PTSD,?) do you have the same ex-military history of keeping a woman at an arm's length.
In other words only men are privy,brothers.Women are to be protected: therefore make it worth your while.Your match is a good looking one and possibly foreign as they will fit the MO.Is the mutual feelings part tricky?
She's the epitome of loyalty and devotion based on principle.For most,her prospect is keeping a home. (with a man who is trained to secure and protect these desires). Possibly your acquaintances will not lure her away during the first phase,if she can be emotionally attached by your appreciation.If not, the whole "superior woman downfall" will cost you less to maintain this time around. Best Wishes.
I have also felt the bond with male clients that I respected and admired,like a daughter. ( Healthcare).That line must not be crossed ethically,no matter the genuine comraderie. Your feelings hold the answers. Cherished is a wonderful phase, because it will require accepting mutual dependency.Otherwise it becomes extortion; quid pro quo. She must grow to love the person; more than the lifestyle or your command.
I hope this was not presumptuousness. The story if not your own,bears certain resemblances that I gleaned.I hope your intent is met with success.
RE: Profiles and innocence
Nice poem,Croupier.