I had a ex who self esteem was horrible I used to find her drinking with pan handlers.
I bent over backwards to try and build her up and all I found myself doing was making it worse when I got angry over things she was doing. That began causing me guilt and shame so I had to leave the relationship for both our sakes.
We are just normal average people who desire to live life comfortably and secure.
I know women have a nature nurturing process and tend to desire helping but one can't help someone that needs pro help.
It's probably the same I guess don't know don't touch drugs but when I was a teenager acid was pretty pop among the partiers and yes I tried it but once was good enough--didn't like not being able to talk nor walls breathing around me.
At home i think about getting it on if I have nothing to do---at work I think about work since I work in a fast pace environment that requires much focus.
I went to a friends house once for supper and I couldn't eat the food without barfing so I said "I don't like this" and the mother sat me in the living room with a bag of cookies and a glass of milk while they ate.
I was only 10 at the time but the way I was raised if you didn't like something you said it.
Toronto has a lot of attractions to see---yes it's a big city with a lot of small places like Ontario place Fort York Pioneer Village center island and some huge shops like lawerence square Kingston Market etc etc---to see and go.
if you had a tour guy it could be a really exciting advanture and tons of fun.
I am great getting ready for work---there is three major events going on today all within a few hours of each other so it's going to be a day of making money.
This isn't even a part of this thread---I have already addressed dand in private as well as in that other thread.
I am sure she is able to speak for herself and speaking for one's self is what I respect the most.
I know times have changed and gangs beat up people today instead of one on one like it used to be but I am old school---please let people speak for them self.
I know you feel awful because it was a mistake but as you said you would never date the guy---all you are going to do bye addressing him now is to give him a false sense of things.
Nobody likes to make a mistake and some will go out of their way to correct their mistakes. That sense of wrong you are feeling may be from the mistake you made and has nothing to do with him at all but your self.
If you truly believe in God you would realize that God made us to bond with Him and it's with Him that we share---everything else is a gift from God...
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RE: It's SOOOOOOOOO HOT!!!!!! * I need a category called whining lol
it's the season to be jolly the summer is here and I am loving it so!