God is real for I have met Him---I was in the middle of a custody battle with a very cunning conning woman that was a active junkie over our children but I came from a family that was very low down on the social scale and she came from a high social scale.
To make a long story short I got Persecuted terribly judged wrongly bye children's aid and the judges.
I was at a point where I desired death over life when suddenly while writing in a journal I lost control of my arm felt a separation in my mind like I was being hosted bye something other than me and on that paper these words were there "Son you must gain my respect" I knew there that God did not want me to die that there was something good coming my way.
It wasn't meant for that time but I knew to stay strong and for the first time in my life I was strong!
That woman did lose our daughters I was given such a bad report that I was unable to get their custody to and they were made crownwards for the purpose of adoption.
However I stayed strong and 6 years later I know everything was benevolent because I am blessed happy with my son who is entering university this year and have absolutely nothing to complain about at all.
That woman is downtown a junkie selling her body to get the drugs she needs to feel any sense of good!
God has given us all forgiveness already through the death of Jesus---a person can be whatever they are---all Jesus saids is to believe in me.
On the cross there was two criminals one mocked Jesus one stuck up for Jesus--he was a man who did nothing but Jesus said you will be in heaven with me tonight.
As the mistake done here---how do you know you are not making another mistake not believing??
I do very little to impress God nor do I fear God but I do believe in God and I do prise Him in my own way and I am a very blessed man!!
To sum up who God is "God is love but love is not God"
God is the essences of love all that is loving is of God---if you love you know God!!
Don't let christens who are of all mighty than arrogance and contempt be your guide to God for as human beings we had to have a beautiful man die for us nomatter how great we were trying to be.
There really isn't any way to truly know what tomorrow brings along. If we are not willing to take chances/risk if we hold on to our pain using it as a tool to make our choices bye whats the use of starting a relationship in the first place. It's easy to see someone in the beginning who drinks too much who is ignorant rude obnoxious especially if they don't care what others think and show them self straight up but that's not always the case some are great manipulaters and can play the part well. In most cases it takes up to three years to get to know another person thats why most relationships fall apart within 5 years. We are funny creatures of habit we go to meet someone and if we don't feel that instant chemical reaction right off we don't go any further getting to know the person. The problem is the last time we did that is why most of us are single now. I have had a female friend that I just felt friendly toward nothing else but as time went on while talking that chemical reaction just happen.
The best way to really check things out is to give a period of time to courting like they did in time past before hopping into bed.
Women have a natural nurturing instinct it's part of their primal make up---they want to make the down feel up the sad happy the hurt better---guys know that!!
Many many people seek to feel good about them self bye degrading another and or seek pity to get in a woman's pants.
My partner treats me bad or there constantly whining upsetting me or---they are hoping the other person will make them feel better!
It's the perfect sign that the person doing it is also co-dependent!
That's so funny that two people come together saying they love each other but within three years will become so co-dependent that that will both use the other in ways to build their own self image!
When people see me working they say damn man you have no heart but when they see me away from work they say who are you. I was once making a deal with a couple when a guy came up to me in a wheel chair his legs were totally gone he said sir I need a ticket but I don't have much money I said here in the middle of the deal I was making--I gave it to him for free and the people I was dealing with just smiled with a shock look in their eyes and paid me right away and said will you always be around because we want to only deal with you.
See I am a scalper I deal in concert and sporting event tickets and it's a bye-law so there fore I am doing a illegal job and I am really good at it. I sell to judges and cops the very people I am fighting daily with getting fined going to court constantly battling for my right to earn a good decent living and I will do it right in front of their faces without fear to say I have a right to work anywhere I want to.
paying a fine for a thousand is nothing when I am earning 5 thousand so to me we all have to pay taxes in one form or another!
I also just thought---we are here looking for the one we call the right one so we are all in the same boat---skinny,fat,pretty,ugly,in shape,out of shape,short,tall,etc etc... If a person wasn't insecure thinking selfishly of them self only self discrediting they would see that everyone is looking and none of it matters at all.
It has nothing to do with who one is or what one looks like it has to do with finding that one that sees beauty in you!!!
It's needs to be a combination of both physical and mental to really work out!
Now if one is going after companionship,materials seeking something other than the physical yes it doesn't matter but than again to each their own since to each eye beauty lies.
We are born to have an illussion. That's us, humans with evolving brain cells. -----if our illusions of what we are and going to do than they are good---but if our illusion is focussed out side on the other than that can be bad---if we can find another to compliment our own illusion in a compatable way than that is great!!
At the island there was 100 amazon beauties with hardly a thing on homer thought he died and had gone to paradise but there in the center of the room was a big pot on hot coals filled with water boiling....
It's when we stop making up,fantasing,drawn our own thought of what love is that we finally find love even if that love found is for self only!!
A person can't truly know love till they are completely one with them self!
As long as a person complains and whines generalizing negatively about others they have hate--people led bye two different leaders one of love and one of hate surely would fall!
johnmarkus Forum Posts (1,384)
RE: A Godless world
If you don't feel love as a feeling than you don't have love you have a robotic state that tells you if it's good or bad!This is what I wrote above-----
What you wrote---I do not know God thus i do not know Love Hmmm
is your words---
Thats your own independent perceptions don't blame it on me for you adding your own words to what I said!!!!
It might help you if you heard what someone was saying or writing exactly how they said or wrote it.