I live in a garden, inside a wood, The sounds of birds, and smells of pine, The babbling brook tells me a secret, Nobody else in the world knows. These things inside, I would like to share But nobody seems to really care. I'm too deep, she said to me, I cant fathom The places you go, when nobody knows, The dreamland wonderworld caught in your eye.
And I knew, she wasn't long with me, Vision is needed, and a soul that is free. I'm a world unto itself, bees are busy, And I'm slowly getting dizzy Over and over, trying to explain, There is no loss here, thus there's no gain. But even inside this secret world, Change comes, and my soul is curled, Protective, around a defenseless baby cat, As a dog runs by, chasing a fat evil rat.
Darkness comes, and crickets are heard, A violet fragrance comes from the sward, And I'm reminded that I am my own reward. And those who don't understand this place, Are the ones who cannot see my grace, Thus evicted, as I predicted, from my heart, They take great pains to explain that I'm a joke, I hope when death comes on dreams they choke.
Theres a hole in my heart, Where my soul once resided, It was torn from me before I was born. She awaits me, far away, singing songs About the very same thing. All I wish for, is for her to come home To live in my heart and never leave again. I cannot think, my feeling is dulled, Without her love I'm just a piece of meat. She completes every thought in my head, She knows in her heart everything I've said. Like a bird with one wing, I cannot fly, If she still hides, then surely I'll die. I'm an empty shell without her to fill me, An empty carcass without love to thrill me. A poor, rotten state for this grandiose man, Where is my love, lost in the sand?
There's a hole in my heart, please come home, You took everything that makes life worthwhile, I sing and I dance, I am pure romance, wasted Without you to serenade into the night.
She dances in the garden, White linen on freckles, The smell of lilacs in the moonlight. She dances in the garden, Shaming the flowers growing there. Her beauty sparks the envy of roses, Stirs the hearts of of oaks and beeches, Makes the rocks wish for a heart.
She dances in the garden, Moving like a loiness on the prowl To music only she can hear. She dances in the garden, A secret place, secure from the uninvited. How I wish, like the trees, to watch her As she spins, and leaps and skips. Landing next to me with a kiss.
I'm a person that in the past has let my desperation to not feel this way make me do pretty dumb things.
Since doing these dumb things I've learned that I'm not the only one who feels this way. As Tomm said, this is an aspect of the human condition. We all feel this way at times, just don't let this feeling make you do something stupid.
You can make yourself not alone, but only God can make you not lonely. Have faith, and look to your higher power for help with this one. Best advice I have.
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RE: Why did you choose...
Damn...they need a drool emoticon.