pinksdejavu Poetry (34)

forgiveness I think is best.
life is just one big test.
even when I'm angry two
wrongs don't make a right.
I'm not one to anger or
fight. when I get hurt I
lash out. I have to ask
what's this all about?
times come when I'm mad
as hell. My broken heart
wants to scream aloud and
of that I'm not proud.
So I say forgive because
that's who I am and chose
to live.

I cry.
I cry from pain then
I cry again. I cry that
I even went out with him.
I cry myself to sleep.
During the day I silently
weep. He cut me deep.
I cry out of fear.
Wish God were near.
I pray but the tears
fall down anyway.
I cry for being so
naive. Should not have
believed. I cry cause
I can. One day when I
cry again it won't be
over a damn man!

Love is...You.
Love is You and I.
Love is an embrace.
A kiss for a promise.
Never to say goodbye.
Love is to be honest. Never lie.
Love is to forever stay.
Please, don't go away.
Love can be good and sometimes bad.
Love can hurt, make you feel sad.

Love together can outlast any stormy weather.
A stronger love you'll never find.
Love is you are all mine.
Love is precious and fine.
Love... You are one of a kind.

Kelly's song. I've been writing it for thirty-nine years long. I thought I had it all put together. Then came more stormy weather. Kelly's song survived the furious fight of day and night.

She and I will never say goodbye. With Kelly's song I have a tune to hum all day long. With that I can never go wrong. Listen to her song and you can sing and sway along.

"Kelly is a Whisper of an angel, a Kiss from all the Saints and brings Blessed Mother Mary to feel faint."

No child as loving there is not. Sister's intertwined by a Divine Love Knot. Kelly's song is played by church bells through out the land. So all will never forget. Music fills the air while humming Kelly's song plays all day long. Dove's dance and brush by singing their own version of the song.

Her blonde curls flow above the air. Her precious, baby face flashes everywhere. Her song is not only for me. It's a prayer for my aching parents will one day join in. And we can be a happy
family once again. Kelly's song is for her to hear up above. She is Missed and Loved.

Soft is a kitten all
fuzzy and new. Soft is
a baby in blue.

Soft is the love I'm
sending you. Soft is the
sky filled with sun. Warm
and filled with fun.

Soft is a hug you can't
stop. It is the birds that
fly atop.

Soft is a romance.
It' taking that chance.
Soft is a joyful dance.
Soft makes you feel
all comfy and warm.

Soft is laughter. Or
a newly wedded couple.
living Happy ever after.

Soft is you and I together
during a rain fall. You can
find softness everywhere.
Soft is you and me. Anyone
can see. I chose to use
only soft words. And not
too much others that harm.
Yes softness can be anywhere.
Soft I will always wear.

Got asked on a date. First in like
forever. Rushing to get myself
all together. Excited to death.
Couldn't remember how to take a
breath.

Praying for all to go right. He
shows up with flowers. Out of sight.
Hellos and hugs were exchanged.
All seemed like a Cinderella
story. We lol and finished
the end of each others story.
Everything was Great. We shared
a kiss goodnight. The future
looked bright.

Early a.m. I got a text. I was
so happy it was from him I could
see. I opened the text and it
was about sex. I ignored it.
Then many more each one more vulgar
and nasty then the one before.
The last made me cry. Called me
A whore that I could F*^&$#
myself!

First I blamed it on something I
may have said or done? I mean I
thought we had fun. How could things
come so undone? I wanted to run.
I felt numb and dumb.

I won't date for a while and I
can't even find my smile. How
can someone be such a kind man
one night and a BOY by
daylight??!!

Spring is in the air.
Wild animals spotted
everywhere. Birds fly
high into the blue sky.
Today is to be warmer
and sunny. Sitting out
sipping ice tea. Oh,
what a pleasant day it
shall be. Let's talk
about our day and catch
up on yesterday. Yes, I
can feel Spring in everyway.

Pink is soft and pretty. It reminds me of the cotton candy you buy at the fair in the city. Pink on a kitten's nose and little toes. Pink when a baby is first born. A fuzzy, pink blanket to keep you cozy and warm.

A pink sunset that surely you will never forget. Living life with no regret. The pink sky warns that there will be morning storms. Stay inside where it is safe and sound. Listen to the rain as it comes down. Once again the pink sun shines bright. All in the world is perfect and right.

Pink brings me much comfort and peacefulness. It is simply the Best. Whatever the weather all I do is jump into my favorite pink sweater and it all comes together. I will love the color pink forever!

The celebration began with the cutting of the ribbon. Still I remained hidden. The ladies clapped their glove covered hands and laughter danced throughout the water onto the land.

All was set for a sail on the water. An evening everybody would never forget. A shiny new ship headed out for her first trip. A variety of socialites in their best suits and beaded gowns began to sip champagne, gossip and dance around.

Hidden I wondered how I could make my escape. The man I thought had loved me was there and by his side was his wife wearing a red cape. Looking back to yesterday he'd ask me to come with him as a business date. Now it was too late. My heart sunk deep into the bottom of the sea. How could this be happening to me?

I was unable to stay hidden any longer. Somehow I had to become stronger. When the crowd began to linger I grabbed a kitchen apron and started serving dinner. While carrying the plate to my love's table I was having trouble keeping my apron around my waste. Before I knew it the food landed on top of his head and face. I had to laugh. Finally he was put in his place.

No longer did I have to stay hidden. The manager said I was forgiven. As for my X he made threats and slammed down a bottle of whiskey. I walked by and told him he had my pity. His wife had already left on a earlier flight. I was told they got into one hell of a fight.

I made a promise never to stay hidden from anything, anywhere or anyone. I would be living a good life full of laughter. Through out now and the here ever after.

I promise to let my love lead.
Promise to follow my heart
straight from the start. I
promise we will never be apart.
You make me laugh and smile.
Promise to stay a while. I promise to
forever love and adore you. That's
a promise to forever stay true.

Remind me you are one of a kind. I
promise boy you simply blow my mind.
I promise no games from this girl.
I promise to give you the world.
I promise to forgive and let
love win. Loving you is my
greatest sin. I promise.

Two frogs sitting on a log. Waiting for sunrise and the lifting of the fog. Croaking between them one and another. Who knows they could be sister and brother.

Sitting on the log watching Lillie pads float by. When they could they jumped in for a swim. Like a painting their colors were so unique. And if you catch one they are slippery and they squeak. Still they are pretty sweet.

Frogs scare easily so try to be still and not make a sound. Or any second the frogs on the log will no longer be found. Still it's a gift and blessing. One you don't see everyday. Somehow those frogs made my day.

A plea for Peace.
Free soldiers from release.
Families pray as their loved
ones go to war far away.
Children scream and cry,
Daddy please stay.

One day turns into years.
People living with such horrible
fears. Just watching the news each
night brings sorrow and fright.
We need to have Peace from the fight.

Yet it seems hopeless at times never give in.
Keep praying. No matter the terror
we may all feel from day into night.
Night into day. Bring your troubles
and lay them down. Listen to your soul
and Peace will be found.