madtat29 Poetry (197)

I keep my feelings boarded up,
Behind doors nailed,
Blocked,
Screwed shut,
Down corridors,
Cold and black,
See people steal pieces,
And don't give them back,
My hearts missing parts,
Because of that,
Now I constanty guard
The rest from attack...

slowly drifts,
towards the only light in the tunnel,
is it certain doom?,
he doesn't care,
it's been so dark for so long...

Right and left mind,
Outside time,
Beyond reality,
Without boundaries,
No rules of gravity,
Astounding!!!
I hear it,
Fear it,
So near yet so far,
I'm off to the next star,
In the next galaxy,
Is it fantasy or fallacy?
Is it only me?
Dreaming...

I'd rather die a thousand times,
Than not have you by my side...
It hurts so much without you near,
You leave me in a thousand tears,
Crying for a thousand years,
A thousand shards of icy pain,
A thousand hours in the freezing rain,
From a thousand hurtful things you say,
A thousand drops turned to a flood,
Pouring a thousand gallons of blood,
A heart wasn't made to hurt this much...

Theres a planet "Nibiru",
Some call it just " X ",
That leaves many scientists
and scholars perplexed,
Did it pass earths path?,
Sometime in her past?,
Did the dinosaurs dissapear?,
Because of the blast?,
Did a world wide flood,
Cover the globe?,
Did the Akkadians scribe
the information on gold?
Did the aztecs know,
And carve it in stone?
Atlantis, Lumeria,
Where did they go?
Are Aliens here?
Because "They" know its near?
Or should I forget my fears
And have another beer?,
Since nothing supposed to happen,
Till the end of next year!

I am the truth,
Even though I am false,
Now were introduced,
I say hello to all!,
I am your gods,
You all bow down to me,
I am infinity,
I'll always be,
You cannot break me,
I've been here too long,
I am invincible,
I'll never fall,
You will all follow me,
Into your graves,
Believeing with falsity,
"I will be saved...",
What do you hope for,
What do you dream?,
Now that youve seen me,
What do you believe?,
I'll give you the visions,
That I have been given,
Everyones listnin,
To false religion,
Praying and wishin,
There's something your missin,
Your faith is missplaced in,
Your false religions...

When I walk in the room,
Things move by themselves,
Books flying off the shelves,
Hearing eerie moans and wails,
Turning pale I shiver,
My hand on my bible I quiver,
Struggle to deliver an exorcism,
But my words are denied,
The demons can't be exorcised,
Just the twisted violence of a sick mind
I keep tring to spell bind...

I thought you loved me...,
But then I realized,
That though I thought you loved me,
You had the wool pulled over my eyes,
I thought you loved me,
Because you were keeping me warm,
But though I thought you loved me,
You were only weathering the storm,
I thought you loved me,
Because of what we shared,
And how you'd swear,
That you cared and that,
You’d always be there,
I thought you loved me..?,
Then why am I talking to the air...?

She asked me "Where do I start?",
Said "I don't know where we are.",
"We're apart...and It's hurting my heart.",
"This is hard...",
"You're always so far...and I'm lost.",
"We need to talk...",
She said "I'm trying to hold on.",
"I've been so alone, with you gone.",
"We keep stringing along...",
"Babe it's wrong...",
"We need to talk...",
Then she said "We're on a ledge.",
"And I'm on the edge.",
"Until we see how this ends...",
"I think we should be friends...",
"You know I love you to death...",
"And you're all that I want...",
"But we need to talk...",
Baby we need to talk..."

I am going to speak!
So listen here!
Hear the message loud and clear!
We all must fear!
For time is short!
There's just enough time before the final report,
The last blast,
The brightest flash,
The future colliding with the distant past,
Just a few rats left in the aftermath,
What comes after that?
What comes next?
No one knows because it hasn't happened yet!

Im inside,
Rewinding time,
Searching for something
I cant seem to find,
Somehow somewhere,
I've lost my mind,
I look behind,
I see before,
It sometimes hurts to open the door,
All I see,
Fuzzy white screens,
Nothing apparently is what it seems,
Anguish filled dreams,
Screams of dismay,
Im suffering, writhing,
In agonizing pain...

The dragon,
Once a beautiful creature,
Now a demon of devilish features,
Scales once shining,
Like glittering gold,
Now covered with mud,
Faded and dull,
Claws like spears that used to shred men,
Filed down to nothing instead,
Red eyes staring,
Wrought with pain,
Once glowed so bright,
Now very plain,
Not meant to live in captivity,
He is locked in a cage for all to see,
Through the bars of a covered wagon,
They watch him die,
A poisoned dragon...