Every night wide awake, many times wondering how my kids are doing...
Only 43 and I have a 4 year old granddaughter and a grandson due in a few weeks...
Where did the time go?
My oldest son, now 22, travels the world on business trips...used to be trips to the park riding bmx, seeing what crazy stunt he could do next.
My daughter...almost 21 and working two jobs as a single mom...remember her always cramming her studies, stressing that she might get lower than an A- ...smart honor roll student, she was.
Oh and my youngest...only 15, but in high school...seems like just yesterday, I was worried about him crossing the street by himself to go to his friend's house.
All the chaos when they were little, running around...all the worrying..crazy family trips...I do miss it now.
Day in, day out... So quiet, can hear a pin drop. Its been a couple of years now and I'm still cooking enough for a family of four...I have to divvy it up in Tupperware to use the leftovers throughout the week.
I've been a mother since I was 21, entering adulthood...been mom so long, now what's my purpose?
Seems a house was only a home when there was a family residing within. Now, its just an existence. I really need to find myself a hobby
Those with young children...or yet to have them....don't forget to enjoy every moment while they're young for it just slips away too fast before ya know it.