LUNDAGUR II
LUNDAGUR II28 marzo 2011, a la(s) 19:38
Crowded. Buenos Aires. All of them. I could establish connection to almost all of them. I can easily socialise to any of them. Do you know how exhausting that is?
I am in love. I have been, for the last months. I am in love with life again. And life is to be lived. And love is to be kept and to be increased. Love is health.
These words are some sort of, celebration of life. This is my message; my surrender. All this is a surrender to the rest of the world. All things in the world are so big, so complex, that I just let them flow. You see, you complain about the world, hate people and go to therapy; and I go to have a cup of coffee with my mum to Quilmes,and chat about when I was a baby. I can't be bothered with the rest of the world. It's too big.
As winter gets closer and closer, my thoughts get brighter and brighter. I'm not saying there's anything about intelligence in them, but about the light that comes from within myself. The light that comes out whenever the sun rises.
There's no reality other than mine, because the sun set I have right in front of me (now to my right cos I just sat down), it is a witness. And something so big as a f*cking huge everlasting fire ball can't lie. It's just not possible.
For the last year, I have had several visions of the future. Some of them included people I know,some of them don't. See,yesterday I was told I was someone bold, someone riskful. And that made me feel good. I like indeed,taking risks. It's not all certainty with me. Risks are good. They HELP creating certainty, since the only thing that does not change when we take risks, is us.
I also like bold people. In fact, the reason why no one has never been able to catch my complete attention, is the lack of boldness, if that even is a word. I desire for people that speak their mind, however only encountered some that are fearful to do so.
I'm gonna go to a park and just sit there. And strike conversation with everyone I can. I think there is some sort of plan to it. And you will fear that possibility. That I will say hi and it will be like lighting a fuse. Because someone can become a significant person in my life. A new friend. A new partner in crime.
I'll be the first to toast to my soul.
I am bloody hungry, and almost to get home. I shall feast and celebrate life. Life is so necessary. Life is very necessary.
Now I am home, and I.m free.