Still seeking my soulmate... next. Hmm, nope, next? Oh.. really? Next please!

Man... there is always something. I feel like I’ve been shagged by the first one, she said as much... the most recent, she digs me but like the first, has issues going on, ex boyfriend was abusive syndrome and is all conflicted... meanwhile, I’m bummed because I catch feelings ... particularly when they talk for hours and we have a blast, have great everything ... repeat dates... lots of em... the. There is some shoe that drops.

The most recent one is freaking awesome, but in recovery... thirteen stepping its called ... she is trying to not thirteen step, she has issues worse than mine ... both do actually, but I wasn’t thinking it was a red flag for either... but ex boyfriend syndrome, issues with recovery and can’t really hold their liquor and struggling with a dui... um.. she didn’t lie about a thing, but she got wonky when she started to feel love for me... she will be around, but I’m not looking to chase... see ya honey, I’m here... if you need moral support and stuff... cool... frankly she is kind of young for me... certainly has some issues that I hope she grows out of... but judge her? No way, she is pretty awesome flaws or not, friends for life... and I know she enjoys being with me... you can tell...

They both were conflicted with ex boyfriend baggage... the first one dug me enough for five dates, this last one over ten dates... and she didn’t call it off... she has needed tome before and comes back ... but... the hot cold hot cold.. I love you, want to shag you a lot followed with... this is getting too hot? Hmm... ok... here is some ice... that should help. Im moving on....

I just blasted all my dating logins too boot except here.

It wouldn’t be too bad, except, you can’t tell if they talked crap the whole time telling you what you wanted to hear to mess with you or are legitimately conflicted and slightly damaged goods and actually going through stuff... I can’t complain, we weren’t dating, she made moves, not me, caught feelings, passion, intimacy, going strong, catch feelings, tell me she is falling for me.. then cold feet after lots of that? Ok...

This isn’t me... I’m honest, god fearing, and my biggest crime god wise is not waiting until marriage to rock there world ... and this one, I was not even making moves, we were just hanging out... then she flipped the script... and she flipped it again... not after one time mind you... and every time we got frisky, she was The one to go from friends to benefits... and seconds, thirds, etc. lol..

Dam... well, I hear feedback from women... and so far, I have game and romance and they all seem to like me in the bedroom and think I’m intelligent, polite, not a d*ck basically and know how to love and treat a lady... but you know... I’ll jist keep my eyes open and meeting folks all over like I do...

My thing is monogamy ... and not major commitment, jist don’t screw any other dude if I’m your current tickle... that’s reasonable... lol. If I call you my lady, it means, I’m spoken for, you are spoken for... if that’s too much and you shag over and over and can’t commit to that bit... none said they wanted to go screw another... one shagged me, the other... jist got overwhelmed with her own feelings and she needs to regroup... whatever... sounds like a pain in the a** to deal with to me...

I have a simple dating philosophy... the bedroom is easy to master... it’s all that time you aren’t in bed that is the problem.... I prefer no drama ... can deal with quite a bit of drama, but not when my heart gets caught in their yo-yo of saying one thing, then back peddling the. saying it again, ... um... leading me on then Off on then off, more frisky, lots of lovey Dubby stuff and conversation, all is awesome, followed with the I dunno...

Well often these women call back, both did this hot cold hot cold thing over and over... next please...