I think I am feeling my age lol

The last few weeks have been very worrying, for me , as I have a family member going through depression, my daughter in law is the person suffering from this,and they have a little girl that is 5 years old and is diabetic type 1, it has only been a few year since they found out , and they have been dealing with it as best they can I am very proud of how they have delt with it.

But now the depression for my daughter in law it is so sad to see , and there little girl in the middle of it , my son was a mess the other day as he was at wits ends as well, but when he got home she seem a bit better,the meds should have kicked in by by know to,

then with my son at home with me going through teenager stage, and Autism, who makes me laugh a lot , and then my cousin ,who is 70 at the end of the year , he is a little backward and he is here every day so it's like have twins in the house lmao so I help him out to as he cant read much either.

I guess I am spreading myself thin at the moment, I am just having a good old winge , they all ways say it is better to get it out then keeping it in, so thats what I am doing now , I am not looking for sympathy just getting it all out I guess,

I have change my profile as well if you wont to take a look or not I have changed that to just making friends as I dont feel up to dealing with a relationship, at this time in my life,

I have learnt in my life with every thing in my life that it is time for some of my time to that I need , so I will be thinking on that today

I know thing will get better in the future, but today I just needed to have a weinge , so sorry if I bore you but hay my blog

I just feel so tired today, and run down, so I will have to do something about it , oh well life can suck at times I guess to day is one of those days lol ok thats all , I am off to get a coffee chat with you later be safe hugs
Carol