Dolphins at play

Went to the beach today: Saw the dolphins frolicking in the water. The weather at 8:30 am was quite nice. Warm, no jacket required, and sometimes that can be so unusual because the marine layer is normally visible.

But today all be it somber for my best friend, I was there for her. Today marked the 6yr anniversary of her Mother's death. Now I've been best friends with this woman since she was just a kid, we were neighbors, and I thought, what are friends for. If you can just be there for support during a rough period in someones life, then do it. I took some photos for her, it was the least I could do.

The beach we went too has very special meaning, because out to sea off of Torrance Beach her mothers ashes were scattered. "The Neptune Society" the cremation ceremony experts out here handled it.

I guess today I was meant to see the two dolphins, which were side by side. I took it as a symbolism, one of the dolphins represented my friends mother, and the 2nd represented my own mother, who has been gone now for 26 years.

I still have not yet gotten over my own mothers death, perhaps I just never could let go. And perhaps that was part of my stomach all in knotts, just talking about her.

Yes, several people who try and come in contact with me are smokers, and I 1st off am alergic to the ciggarette smoke, it chokes me, and I can't breathe. And I feel that is what may have caused my mother's death and so I'm a strong advocate against smoking. I know it's a fear of loosing someone close to me, and thats why the man I want to meet has nothing to do with smoking. Legally or Ileagally.

If I offend you because you are a smoker, I'm sorry, I just want to make my point be known. But of course we are all entitled to our own oppinon, and if someone criticizes me for it, I would just ignore it anyway I wouldn't dwell on it, I'd just move on, like with so many other things I do in life.

Such as the men who go on only 1 date with me, and leaves it at that and doesn't want to get to know me for who I am on the inside then it's their loss. They don't know what they are missing. I'm as sweet as candy, so be prepared to go to the dentist the next day because I'm likly to give you your next cavity.