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Ami,
Firstly thanks for reaching out! Good job! I have done the same as you have...same story, in the car...all the same steps. Recently I even went to the extreme of going to an Astrologer...to get some guidance/hope...anything. I have neber done that before...never believed in such things! But...Nothing in my life seems to be goin in ANY sort of right direction...its not even moving.

But...I think I found some hope. And I only confess this in the anonymous environment that is CS!
The lady told me that I will not find hapiness in my work as it is and I must follow my dream..and change profession completely. She told me that I will meet a lady 4 months from now...it will not work out and after 4-6 months from the time we break up, I will meet another woman...have kids and get married and it will last! She said it with such conviction that I believed her! Mostly I believed her cause she gave me a ray of hope...told me something that I wanted to hear. That I NEEDED to hear!

I donnt know if what It telling you helps you at all...Im just sharing. You are NOT by any means alone in this feeling! But I cant imagine that there will not be a FU#KING WONDERFUL time for you. Im SURE there will be! And it will last for the rest of your life...with various ups and downs. But....when will it be,,,and how do you get through the time UNTILL then? Answer is...I dont know..but...do WHATEVER it takes to get through that time. And KNOW that the time will come. You are not forgotten as Im convinced that I know I am not forgotten.
Feel free to msg me if you feel like it.

...one more thing. These time that we are going through...me and you...and countless other people...its NOT a waist of time!

Its sad... yes!...but unfortunatley we can only know hapiness if we know sadness. Only appreciate light when we have known darkness. And we humans are really foolish beings! We think we are not happy when we really are! So...perhaps its a way of making sure that...when things finally DO go the right way for us...we have the wisdom to realise that....THIS IS WONDERFUL!...TO REALLY APPRECIATE IT! Otherwise,,,we really could not know!

Ami: I've been where you are......it gets better

dear Amiachmadi, How can your heart be empty when all of your friends here only wish you the best . We are all in the same boat and we understand your loneliness and frustration . Just remember you are never alone when you are in the thoughts of friends that care . Here is a big teddybear hug . . . . .just to chase the loneliness away .

Come, come i will give you hugs Ami...hang on there.

Celebrate who you are....Your heart can be filled by YOU ALONE MY DEAR...another can enhance this...BUT I WILL NEVER ALLOW MY HAPPINESS TO BE DICTATED BY MY RELATIONSHIP STATUS...I believe you run the risk of losing your identity when you do this....so BE THAT BEAUTIFUL , CONFIDENT, AND YES HAPPY WOMAN ON YOUR OWN , AND ON YOUR OWN TERMS....THEN BE PREPARED TO SHARE THAT WITH A WORTHY AND DESERVING Person !!!!!

Ami

Findin an activity to distract your thought of loneliness may help

I thought you said you're going to take the dance class in the eve time?

An excellent suggestion lachi...

Ami - chin up, be brave - it does really get better ....

Morgen,,,u got it baby!!!!

Leo mate, see you in the spring if not sooner.

Sounds super Morgen!!

I think Ami is feeling fine now and even forgotten that she has written this blog! Haha....hope so anyway!

Leo

Thank you for so much. It sometimes happens and things just get this way. I will be okay as it should be.

Dear my friends

Igs,Particolor,Shay, Sweetkitten, Frank, Bonita and Felix Thank you so much. Yes I will be okay even things come in this.Sharing here indeed helps me feel better. Though I know sadness happen to almost everyone however,when emptiness left us mellow. Perhaps its part of life ?
I will be fine HUGSSSSSSSSSSSS

Morgen

Thanks

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Hope you come to Bali to see the wonderful beach, scenery and sunset.Also,as you have planed your holiday this month, well, HAPPY HOLIDAy

Thanks for your feedback, yes. I will be fine. As time passes, I will be definetly find the answer . Thank you

@morgen
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