I have given up in ever finding my love. . .

when you have been born without siblings
and growing up with all the games and gadgets but no true friends
when your buddy mates have families,work and you are still single
without love or someone to share
your happiness and sadness
There must be something very wrong with me. .. .
if only i know!
i know some. . . most gals are turned off
being around obese men,
and short, below average IQ guy.

they are not really looking at honest,funny,loyal,romantic and god fearing man. . . or just not me.

Being 40 and lonely
i have no one for encouragement
or inspiration nor do i feel blessed!

I now leave my love life to Jesus
and also my aim to body building
I did amuse myself of being a gym preacher. . .
Brother pray before you lift the weights!
my future is into ministry so i am on the path to being Baptist and to attend
the college of my church

God works in mysterious ways
I am an Indian who suppose to speak Tamil
but i neither, speak,read, write them
worst my Tamil conversation would
sound almost blasphemy!
or have groups on their bellies laughing so hard!

am i cursed or plain unlucky. . .
sometimes my forgetfulness is a blessing

well i have given up on finding love
now i just leave it in JESUS hand
maybe just maybe its a miracle
in the making through faith

well have a blessed weekend everyone
even to those who pierced my heart. . .
thank you
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Morgan good luck just let it either happen or not dunno careful what we wish for!laugh cheers thumbs up wave
oh I forgot why i talked about the language Tamil. . .
I am in a Tamil speaking congregation
and my pastor is thinking getting me into the ministry. . . .God have mercy on them
either i get stoned or laughing patrons on Sunday services!
well if i am suppose to be lead into Tamil congregation. .I will humbly accept with all my heart
this year i will be Baptist as a Christian
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Waf sometimes its a funny life
others love to be single and thinks theirs is a curse !
rolling on the floor laughing
thank you
Don`t worry Morgen there is `someone for everyone` and you will definitely find her`comfort
thank you India 30
Virgo believe it or not
i have not watched t.v in 4yrs
as i am currently homeless. !
my only entertainment is my mobile
sinned that i use to listen to music,compose poems, write blog, poll
and play war games. . .
used to read newspaper
but honestly only depressing news
which sometime makes me more
depressed for thee lost souls and really foolish actions people do!
mobile phone, mobile phone not sinnedrolling on the floor laughing grin
a few days before my birthday
a fellow Singapore lady
wrote this to me. . . .


hi
Why do you write foolish silly things
in the forum and embarass
singaporeans...I read all the stuff
you read and find you a silly

To you i asked. . . . have you read
my poems? have you read my comments to other blogger?
do you still think i embarrass our country?
even when i thanked you
you still manage to continue. . . . moping
.
some folk have to wake up ....if you cannot laugh at yourself , who can you laugh at ....

it could be time to pull the construct down and build a new faith where the people belive in a better place to live in ....its inside us .. we the people have the power with in us ...to build a better world where every one loves every one else , even if they are rich or the very poor ...wave wave
sueli singapore Singapore
Wed Jul 3, 2013 2:04 AM
You always seem to write stupid
stuff,you need to improve your
english my friend,just my opinion

this is your latest attackmumbling
Lets face the reality that for asian men is quite hard finding girls here on cs,its just the sad reality of online dating
Virgo sorry got carried away
with someone
just that it hurts
even when you think you are man
enough to take it

you are right, laugh at one self
i do but that only brings more remarks
if i am around others

actually i am quite happy
in poet corner
but i ran out of poems to wcompose
and a times my phone.goes cerealswept

berserk like now, .devil
my mistake did not see yr next thread
sorry migsydoh .
From the words of the master...

"Grave danger you are in. Impatient you are. "

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Have you ever looked for your keys or glasses not to find them? You run around like a crazy person searching everywhere. You feel defeated and sometimes just ready to cry with frustration. You sit down and right there in front of you there they are. I call that looking to hard for something. We just can't see past the looking to focus in on where it really is. Everyones journey in life is not the same. Chin up. Smile on face. This is your life. Enjoy it. hug


teddybear
plainlyJune
may the force be with you! banana
Happygolucky4u
yes i stopped looking so hard
i stopped looking altogether. . .
thank you heart wings .
Ed it is people like you and virgo
that makes living and being in CS more
bearable. .
Just had to let it go from my chest
its gonna be 1am i am beat
thank so much Ed i needed that!
god blessed heart wings .
scold Hey My Morgen. . " Stop that blahing. You dont always have to meet someone oneline. You just might meet someone in person. Example: In the store, church or somewhere else. Just let it happen. On its time. And btw: Talking about your size. So what! They should like you, for who you are. If not. All Well! . . . You dont need them! Keep drama away! Everyone is not models. Some people is just lookin for beauty on the outside of a person.. For 1. Are they pretty looking too? Does that person, thats pretty, has respect for people, wisdom in their life. And so on? Okay! im writing to long. I got to stop. But! hope you see, what im saying."
My respect how it is possible to refuse love you you aren't afraid of loneliness, after all it is terrible?

Lonely days - lonely life
As a rope were over the years weaved,
It is difficult to live if you are lonely
The whole day to look to the east.

Lonely night - lonely life,
Over the years into a chain were weaved,
Loneliness are known by something not so,
Why it is lonely, and around the twiligh
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and then there are sweet Angels like
PEPPER! peace
thank you again with yr feisty wise words
dear i base my assumption on a poll i made some time back
do you like obese men?
79 votes in total
which by more than half 39 don't!

and 13 said yes and 23 said don't know

thanks your shining yr way here

cool .
and then there are sweet Angels like
PEPPER! peace
thank you again with yr feisty wise words
dear i base my assumption on a poll i made some time back
do you like obese men?
79 votes in total
which by more than half 39 don't!

and 13 said yes and 23 said don't know

thanks your shining yr way here

cool .
Umnka a very special lady
whose heart care and share
with lot of bloggers here
i loved the moon
it always calm the soul and brings
inner peace. .yr words are touching
thank you amazing lady
sad flower heart wings .
Yes, give up, thats when your find somebody. the human is attracted to down and out people, feels sorry for them, only thing is, that same human is your enemy, when your up and positive.
true story
i wish i had your luck
better to have some
than nothing at all!
AND I ADHERE TO MORGEN THANKS FOR KIND WORDS BETTER TO BE HUNGRY, THAN THAT GOT TO EAT, BETTER TO BE HUNGRY THAN WITH SOME TO LIVE. YOU ARE YOUNG AND STILL IN AHEAD.
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Once the tsar Solomon noticed at the bottom of the mountain of an ant who was occupied with that dumped the earth from the mountain down. He asked an ant: "Why you so diligently work?" The ant answered: "My darling told that if I am able to shift this mountain, it will go for me in marriage. And for the sake of my love to it, I want to shift this mountain".????? the tsar Solomon said: "But even if your century will be so long as a century of Nov, you all the same won't be able to make it".muravy answered: "I will make everything that in my forces".???? Solomon very much liked will power and persistence of an ant — and then he, being the prophet, waved a hand and shifted the mountain for an ant. And the ant addressed to heavens and said: "My God, I am so grateful to you that on a love way you made so that the prophet helped an ant … "And with any of you: if you love truly, God will force all Universe to rotate round you that you could be at the same time whom love! ! !handshake
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