totally frustrated

Y does any of us spend our valuable time on this site looking for that man or woman to fill that empty gap.Its so time consuming,energy draining sometimes I think I'm wasting my years just looking I know what I want I go get what I want I'm the total package of what a man desires in life,I'm fully committed fun to be around full of zest for life up for any challenge,just need that void to be filled by a man no one wants to be alone it sucks big time now over the festive seasons I'm going through the same motion all over again,no man yes I got family,but I have not got that specail person to call my own.Now iv met some chats online ,but who wants to stay chatting forever is there not a time to meet I like to meet my man soon get to know him close-up lagh with him do some fun things with him.My man should not be hundreds of miles across the waters from me, and if he is he should find his way to me as quick as possible I make things happen I'm a doer and a witty thinker I spice up his life fill his needs whenever he request it from me. Now why I'm I still sitting chatting to you when I should be lying in your sweet arms all snoozy,warm sipping a glass of sWeet semi wine remminising over small talk stroking your head until you overcome by total peace,where are you I find you or you find me but if you do do come and see me travel distant waters battle monsters climb the highest mountains to be with me.I gaurantee you your efforts will be worthwhile you never have a dull moment in life again I'm your ultimate pleasure to life come seek me. Find me and we fill those lonely days and nights together.Now send me your response and don't take long in chatting still I'm tired off looking into a phone I want to look into your sweet face,your eyes see your smile feel your breath hear your heart beat and share your pain I'm your bright star when you feel down I'm your light when no one is to be found,I'm your woman that needs to be found P.S from South Africa beautiful city of Capetown, I'm waiting in anticipation P.S