I thought I was over this!
It made me catch my breath and gave me that feeling in the pit of my stomach. I thought I was over this! 'Oh come on!' I thought, 'you really need to get past this!'I was washing clothes and bedding this morning and as it came to folding the socks, I thought it was time to swap for the summer socks now. I got out the bag and as I was taking them out and putting them in the drawer, I noticed there were several that she had folded in that carefree elvish way she had and it reminded me of her laughing about how many socks I had. And I thought about her laugh tinkling around the room, and her pretty smiling face and ….. I won't say I'm a mess again, not quite in tears, but it was a blow to the solar plexus!
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It was advancement for me, her leaving and the brief time she spent with me. Not just emotionally but to reinforce that I'm on the path, and there is a plan. Also, you can't write about something convincingly if you haven't felt the burn on your skin and it is important to me to keep my books real. Thanks to one and all.