All I wanted
All I wanted was Love!
Kisses And Hugs!
To my great Misfortune!
All You wanted were Drugs!
Now my Hearts Broken!
I was Just someone to Use!
You thought you'd get what you want!
Someone to feed your twisted Abuse!
You Hurt me so Bad!
I feel like a Fool!
How Could I Know!
You were so Cruel!
Now I'm Afraid!
To ever Take Loves Leap!
Not sure I Want!
To Love someone that Deep!
Heartbroken!
And so Sad!
I Pray No One!
Ever Feels so Bad!
By James R Hill 3/11/08
Whistling In The Wind
Am I just Whistling?
In the Wind?
Should I let my heart Go?
Or should I let It Bend!
Dont want It Broken!
Thats too much pain In the End!
Maybe Confusion And my Guitar!
Should be my best Friend?
It never Hurts Me!
Just says what I Feel!
Is Love to much to Ask?
I don't want to be a Heel !
Don't want to be pushy!
Don't want to be Sad!
Maybe its to much?
To ask for something I've never Had?
James R Hill 3/8/08
Something I Feel
Its The Rock!
Its The Roll!!
Something I Feel!!
Deep In My Soul!!
Its The Feeling!!
Of The Blues!
That Lets You Know!
You've Payed Your Dues!!
Never Regret Hard!!
Things In Your Life!!
For Its Those Things!!
That Make You Feel Alive!!
James R Hill 3/25/08
My Hope
How can i explain
A feeling I've never felt
whenever I look In your eyes
I feel my Heart Melt
You bring me happiness
I thought I'd never Find
A very deep Love In my Heart
A Love so true sweet and Kind
You are always in my Dreams
I think of you all of The Time
I will never have peace and Rest
Until You are all mine
I long to be Yours
In heart to heart Ties
I yearn to hold You
And hear your sweet Sighs
By James R Hill 2/17/08
MY EMPTINESS
This Emptiness I feel Inside!
Is Such A Deep Ache Of Love!
Its not there with you by my side!
I know that our souls fit like a Glove!
When I am with you!
I wish time would stand Still!
That I could stop it with some kind of Glue!
Of your kisses and Hugs I can't get my Fill !
I get so Lonely at Night !
So I know this is Real !
To me this is so Right !
I Never Thought I would rate such a Deal !
That we would Find each Other !
Its hard to Believe!
My aching and Emptiness!
Is something only You can Relieve!!
BY JAMES R HILL 2/27/08
Crazy Feelings
Is It Really Crazy ?
This Thing That We Feel !
I Don't Think So !!
Because I Know It Is Real !
I think Of Your Eyes !
And Your Lovely Face !
And Believe I Know !
I Have Found My Place !!
James R Hill January 27TH 2008
Foolish Men
Sometimes a Man!
Can be such A Fool!
And sometimes your Mind!
Is such an awful Tool!
Think too Much!
Of things it Wants!
Your Heart Aches!
Your Mind It Haunts!
James R Hill 3/9/08
Feelings
Sometimes I Wish !
I never Had !
They can be so Hard !
And sometimes Make you Sad !
I wish I could Hide from Them !
But that would Not be Good !
Happy Or Sad !
Showing And Feeling them you Should !
You cannot Hide Them !
Even if you'd Like !
Whatever They make you feel Inside !
You must Embrace them with all your Might !
Do not let them rule You !
You must find A middle Ground !
Living with them is hard I Know !
But lonely it would be without them Around !
James R Hill 3/2/08
LOVE
A thing of lost and found!
Something that has been ripped away!
Will I be blessed once again?
Before I am put Into the ground?
Will the lord give me one more Chance?
To feel the true love of a Woman!
Who has no motives Except for Love!
Who cares for Me and I for Her and live the dance!!
God I pray give me that Chance?
By James R Hill December 20th 2007
The last layer has fallen
Current mood: creative
Finally the last layer has fallen. To look in the mirror and to know the person looking back at you. The feeling of being renewed and refreshed. This journey has been a test of my every being and to have past it and to have closure is somthing that I will never forget. I now know who I am and what my life can be. Peace. There have been so many people that have been there to pull me up and there have been people to pull me down to all I give my everlasting thanks
I can now start a new journey and a new life and it holds so many possibilities.I now know life is to live one day at a time and to be in the moment and to embrace it with everything you have!
Thanks to everyone who never let me give up
All my love
Amorette