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Song of thought for the day.
In my head was the abundance of "pheonix park" by the tossers, for the song is reminiscent to no end, and anyone can relate, I mean who doesn't look back even though we tell ourselves subconciously not to? Yet, we always contradict our own good intentions. "There I sing alone, alone, and there I sing alone." This is the acknowledgement that I am still alone, in the very same place that I was when I was with you. "And I go to where our voices paired, among the fallen stars, and there's the voice that I still hear" The music and vocals aren't really somber, but just very reminiscent. Almost as just to take a few minutes out of the day, to look back on something that was long forgotten, or just doesn't matter anymore. Kind of in relation to the ol' song "It's all coming back to me now" by Celine Deon, but the newest version by Meatloaf a couple years ago rocked my socks. Sometimes looking back on what was lost, or what you outgrew is just a reminder to appreciate the present.
Do me a favor, will you? It's a big one!
Spend at least one minute staring into a mirror today, and seeing your inner beauty, seeing that spark of God. Oh sure, we do that, but hey, we all forget. So as a personal favor to me, will you spend one to five minutes looking in a mirror sometime today and just really loving yourself? Please?
Thank you.
Love you!
I love very single one of you
the heart may freeze, or it can burn
the pain will ease, if I can learn
there is no future, there is no past
I live this moment as my last
there's only us, there's only this
forget regret, or life is yours to miss
no other road, no other way
no day but today....
Bend your mind around this
The tree doesn't fall far from the nuts.
New Bike Ralley & Poker Run
To All
Hi,
My friends started a new bike ralley and poker run this year..1st time ever held in current location...
It is the Summer Run to the Bulls Motorcycle Rodeo and Snakebit Benefit Poker Run
June 20th, 21st, & 22nd
Music by: Jim Dandy's Black Oak Arkansas, Mojo Catx & Box O' Rox
Roundup Montana Fairgrounds...
Vendors Call 406-323-2234
Fireworks & Free Camping on the Musselshell River
No guns, No pets, No attitudes...
COOL YOUR PIPES AMERICA
SPONSORED BY BULL MOUNTAIN CUSTOME CYCLES & KEG CASINO
SEE YA THERE
_RIDING_
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Hi,
My friends started a new bike ralley and poker run this year..1st time ever held in current location...
It is the Summer Run to the Bulls Motorcycle Rodeo and Snakebit Benefit Poker Run
June 20th, 21st, & 22nd
Music by: Jim Dandy's Black Oak Arkansas, Mojo Catx & Box O' Rox
Roundup Montana Fairgrounds...
Vendors Call 406-323-2234
Fireworks & Free Camping on the Musselshell River
No guns, No pets, No attitudes...
COOL YOUR PIPES AMERICA
SPONSORED BY BULL MOUNTAIN CUSTOME CYCLES & KEG CASINO
SEE YA THERE
_RIDING_
Report Site Abuse
Women, what is WRONG with me?
Here is the question, I have my own business, I own my own home, I didn't think I was butt ugly, so why do none of you women find any interest in me, and to the women I e-mail, why don't you have the common courteous to e-mail me back and say F O, or I'm not interested thanks for showing interested. So what do you think is wrong with me.
lighting up the night - going nuclear.
This is just so much bigger than I can contain. I feel like a bump on a log in the middle of a huge expanse of swirling...stuff. I have half formed opinions and plans bobbing up around me and slipping away.
I had hoped. Hoped so hard to get started on radiation. and it has happened. So casually too in a way. Dr, S saw me yesterday, acknowleged that the current view was brain first, then turn attention to the lungs, radiatiom, ten sessions, two weeks off then start chemo cycles and we could start today or I could come back.
So, about forty minutes later, I had idelible purple lines drawn besides my eyebrows and went down the steepest steps i have had tp maneuvre in a while - odd as most of those who use those steps are limping or halting to some degree - to enter into a room right out of Star Trek. Large, subtle lights and cool air. A massive donut thingy suspended above a base plate and another bed plate that swivels the target - in this case me - into position under the 'accelerator'.
The whole thing took about five noisy minutes after i was positioned and sandbagged into place. No fine tuning needed, we are frying the whole head as in addition to the brain stem buddy playing with my communications systems there were at least two other visitors and maybe more on a microscopic level. That's done. No rent or productivity, well, papers have been served and the marshall has a really big gun!
So it should be dramatic, with fireworks and at least a glow in the dark moment. It is actually. cool, I have been nuked! And I can't get my head wet for four weeks. What happens when I sweat?
I had actually planned to go through the hair loss thing with chemo so I could describe it and feel the strange sense I have at times of becoming both less and more of who I am. Less of what is seen on the outside, more of what really is underneath. Now, I don't know.
i think the clippers may simplify things and make me more comfortable. I'll give it a few days and see.
Then there is the other stuff. The meds.
My steroids have been doubled - makes sense as swelling in the brain appears to be one of several things i can expect. This leads to concern over the digestive and other systems so antacids are added to the line up.
And dilantin. Anti-seizure medication that for some reason sets klaxons off in my memory. Something read overheard that says NO! very loudly. On line searches at good sites are inconclusive. There is nothing that indicates taking anti -seizure stuff when you do not actually have seizures will make a difference. There are other meds that seem to require less of a life time commitment, serving a temporary purpose .
Not that I will refuse to follow treatment at all. Whatever I need to do. I am not however making others responsible for my health,that is my job.
I have decided that one nuking is not going to turn my brain to a balloon and on Monday I will speak to my neuro for another opinion. I will be a little further back from YAY! something's happening, a weekend on doubled steroids should be quite enough for my system to cope with all at once. I usually do not even take aspirin.
Plus, I have this whole new priority - nuclear medicine 10:00 a. Mon to Fri for the next two weeks.
And I will not be the least bit radioactive despite the little gremlins singing in my head 'you are the bomb!, you glow, you shine, you are the very best bomb I know!
I had hoped. Hoped so hard to get started on radiation. and it has happened. So casually too in a way. Dr, S saw me yesterday, acknowleged that the current view was brain first, then turn attention to the lungs, radiatiom, ten sessions, two weeks off then start chemo cycles and we could start today or I could come back.
So, about forty minutes later, I had idelible purple lines drawn besides my eyebrows and went down the steepest steps i have had tp maneuvre in a while - odd as most of those who use those steps are limping or halting to some degree - to enter into a room right out of Star Trek. Large, subtle lights and cool air. A massive donut thingy suspended above a base plate and another bed plate that swivels the target - in this case me - into position under the 'accelerator'.
The whole thing took about five noisy minutes after i was positioned and sandbagged into place. No fine tuning needed, we are frying the whole head as in addition to the brain stem buddy playing with my communications systems there were at least two other visitors and maybe more on a microscopic level. That's done. No rent or productivity, well, papers have been served and the marshall has a really big gun!
So it should be dramatic, with fireworks and at least a glow in the dark moment. It is actually. cool, I have been nuked! And I can't get my head wet for four weeks. What happens when I sweat?
I had actually planned to go through the hair loss thing with chemo so I could describe it and feel the strange sense I have at times of becoming both less and more of who I am. Less of what is seen on the outside, more of what really is underneath. Now, I don't know.
i think the clippers may simplify things and make me more comfortable. I'll give it a few days and see.
Then there is the other stuff. The meds.
My steroids have been doubled - makes sense as swelling in the brain appears to be one of several things i can expect. This leads to concern over the digestive and other systems so antacids are added to the line up.
And dilantin. Anti-seizure medication that for some reason sets klaxons off in my memory. Something read overheard that says NO! very loudly. On line searches at good sites are inconclusive. There is nothing that indicates taking anti -seizure stuff when you do not actually have seizures will make a difference. There are other meds that seem to require less of a life time commitment, serving a temporary purpose .
Not that I will refuse to follow treatment at all. Whatever I need to do. I am not however making others responsible for my health,that is my job.
I have decided that one nuking is not going to turn my brain to a balloon and on Monday I will speak to my neuro for another opinion. I will be a little further back from YAY! something's happening, a weekend on doubled steroids should be quite enough for my system to cope with all at once. I usually do not even take aspirin.
Plus, I have this whole new priority - nuclear medicine 10:00 a. Mon to Fri for the next two weeks.
And I will not be the least bit radioactive despite the little gremlins singing in my head 'you are the bomb!, you glow, you shine, you are the very best bomb I know!
Dreams
Keep yelling at the stars as they shine and glisten
Maybe one willl hear your voice
Maybe one will listen
Maybe one willl hear your voice
Maybe one will listen
Couples
I was walking around the mall noticing couples old and new. The new ones seemed so happy and the old ones acted like there was never any other way it could be, a relationship as matter of fact as waking up. They all make it look so easy. Some even wonder how single people could possibly be single. Being single sometimes feels like an underground secret society, like people living in a subway.
G'day from Kiwi Land
C'mon girls, well not too young, women perhaps . . connect to ConnectingSingles.co.nz and av a read, bondy57
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