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we all walking around that person with whom we will be habby, this person sometimes is so close to us but we dont see it, may be we are looking and searching in wrong direction?! look closer and u may find the one u need! but in my case i dont see anyone who i can trust and fall in love at all, not near me not far away from me, no one!!!!!

EVIL CONS JUST PEOPLE WHO (((CHOOSE))) INSANITY WHAT SHOULD BE DONE ??? WHAT IS THE SOLUTION ?? JESUS IS THE SOLUTION WHAT IF THEY DONT TAKE THAT CURE THEY NEED???
WELL HERE'S GOATEE'S SOLUTION
PUT THEM ALL IN PINK FLUFFY DRESSES ON A ISLAND
AND LET THEM DESTROY EACH OTHER WHILE THE GOOD
PEOPLE ENJOY LIFE AND LOVE THE LORD IN ALL OF
LIFE'S FULLNESS???
ANYONE ELSE??

Why can't I find my one and only?
The one who will make me happy,
The one who will never leave.
Is love only for the lucky and the strong?
Is it not meant for me?
Maybe I found him,
But let him go,
Let him fade into the past.
Could it be that he's still out there?
Hiding somewhere in the sands of time,
Perhaps he's waiting for me.
Wishing for an eternal love.
Only time will tell.
Until then,
My search will never end.

Truth and Consequence

There is something deep inside my soul

A dark place that you will never know

You had the chance to be more than you are

But now you'll never know the reasons for my scars

I gave you my trust hoping I would get some back

And all I know now is all that you lack

You weren't worth my time or the tears I cried

And I didn't deserve to hear all your lies

The simple truth could have kept this at bay

Time wasted on excuses could have made it okay

If you had only once thought of me with all you said

Our friendship would be hurt instead of being dead



GIVING UP ON KARMA

I've given up on people more times than you know

I've walked away easily without a care

Never once regretting what I made so

Not really wondering if what I'd done was fair

But now here I am caught up on this place

Alone and angry for what you've done to me

I can feel the hurt and taste the tears on my face

But all I say is thank you for finally making me see

That the destruction that occurs with actions untold

The uknown reasons between the truth and a lie

May set you free but it also grabs ahold

And it keeps me here not knowing why





WORTH IT?

I can't stand here and let you leave

So i walk away although its killing me

Does that make me someone you don't want?

Or does it protect my already broken heart?

I didn't think it would hurt as much as it does

Yet I wouldn't trade our time for anything

As short as it was, it made me smile

And I hadn't felt that happy in a long time

I knew you were going from the very start

But I threw my heart in the dark anyway

no caution or thinking what tomorrow could bring

Only living in the moment mattered to me

I am here alone without anything now

And you are so far away from where I am

Just talking to you brings an ache to my soul

But a broken heart seems worth the love we almost had



MEMORIES OF A HEART

What does it mean when you give your heart away?

Do you get it back or does it just stay gone?

I never knew it could hurt that you offered to stay

But I found that it hurt less when you broke our bond

You would have given me the world if I had let you

But I knew staying would have torn you apart

So I turned my back and you did what you had to do

You gave me the memory, so you can keep my heart

I search for you my love, though I have not seen your face and have not heard your voice, I know your there. I feel your heart and you have felt mine, we wait for that moment that we will touch. I know not your face but know that your love is better than fine wine. Do not look upon my past, as it is dark, and has tanned my soul. I search for you and have not kept good, my heart, only trying to keep yours. When I find you I will not hide you, I will open up the doors of my life and show you freely, being proud, you are my treasure. I will hold you with strength as you sleep with your head upon my chest. With you I will give clean to what the world has made profane and perverse. Where are you, that rose among the weeds, that one rose which still holds lives thorns that needs to be trimmed away. You're the single fruit tree among the pines and I will not make the mistakes of the past, I will catch the wolves that try to eat and destroy the fruits. Our roots are deeper than the wolves can dig. I will pave the road to your soul with passion. With your lips of scarlet, one look into your eyes and you ravish my heart. As streams of love's living water, no dam shall stop her. My heart yearns for her. My hand hold tight to the key to my soul, yet I freely give it to you. I beg you to open it. I seek you but cannot find you, I call to you, but you do not answer. Where do you hide? I am lovesick in my dreams, waiting to touch you. If you not sure turn your eyes from me, for I am overcome by them. I cannot help but to look upon your body, it is a feast of passion, the curves are of a skillful craftsman, something also the world has tarnished making these thoughts perverse, for it is love, then marriage, a gift from god. Yes your lips taste of the finest wine going down smoothly. I desire you and you desire me, but we must filter out the sick ways of the world and obey truth and law set before us. Come my beloved, I love you and know you before I touch you. Find me. Upon you heart set me a promise, A promise as I hold you strong in my arms. Our jealousy will be a strong and as sure as death. Our dedication will follow us to our old age, even until my grave. I will again wait for you in paradise, as in old age I wish to pass first. As our times creeps forward and the wrinkles deepen, we will sit upon the old porch swing, watching every sunset, yet still holding hands like young lovers. Our flame could not be put out. The rivers of the world cannot quench it's heat. If I could give my love for you, all my wealth, all my life, all that I have would be despised and shamed to compare. I listen for you, I search for you, I wish to find you........

GRASP OF DEATH, FILL ME WITH THE COLD,
INSIDE ME, SOMETHING CRYING,
ORETTY THING, TORN WINGS, WOUNDS DEEP,
WHAT KEEPS ME LAIVE, TEARS OF LOVE, TEARS OF SORROW...

I AM TOLD, NO MORE WILL I GROW OLD,
INSID EME, SOMETHING DYING,
IN MY HEART, WOUNDED, ANGEL WEEP,
IN MY DEATH, FOR DYING ANGEL, I OWE...

IS THERE SUCH A THING AT FIRST SIGHT?
THAT'S THE QUESTION I USED TO ASK
UNTIL I LAID EYES ON YOU.
HOW IS IT POSSIBLE TO FEEL SO MUCH FOR A
STRANGER, A PSSERBY?
LOVE HAS NO LIMITS, NO COLOR, NO TIME.
THAT'S WHEN I REALIZED I HAD FALLEN IN LOVE-
LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT.