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breakfast ?

well its 5:30 am here in little old New Zealand and I'm getting hungry...I think I'll cook bacon and eggs on toast. it may be a good day to go fishing ...yum .I guess I'm lucky to live in a place with fresh food just a fish hook away. I'm new on this and am finding it quite interesting really ...novel also :)
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me, thinking again! lol

I think I just jumped into a relationship way too fast and maybe that's why it all fell apart. I fall in love way too easily and I need to learn how to be stronger and resist certain temptations. At least I can learn from my mistakes and start a fresh with my new found knowledge and wisdom.
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depressed

i recently had my heart broken by a guy that i thought id spent the rest of my life with. it turns out that hes a player and he rekons its in his blood. i was warned but i thought they were just jealous. i am contemplating desperate measures to end the pain but i dont think ill be able to go through with it. i need to know that i am not alone and to be reasurred that i can come back bigger and better but for the time being im not so sure that ill ever be able to.
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B & B

Bullshit and Brilliance
A wealthy old lady decides to go on a photo safari in Africa , taking her faithful aged poodle named Cuddles, along for the company.

One day the poodle starts chasing butterflies and before long, Cuddles discovers that he's lost. Wandering about, he notices a leopard heading rapidly in his direction with the intention of having lunch.


The old poodle thinks, 'Oh, oh! I'm in deep doo-doo now!' Noticing some bones on the ground close by, he immediately settles down to chew on the bones with his back to the approaching cat. Just as the leopard is about to leap the old poodle exclaims loudly, 'Boy, that was one delicious leopard! I wonder if there are any more around here?'

Hearing this, the young leopard halts his attack in mid-strike, a look of terror comes over him and he slinks away into the trees. 'Whew!' says the leopard, 'That was close! That old poodle nearly had me!'

Meanwhile, a monkey who had been watching the whole scene from a nearby tree, figures he can put this knowledge to good use and trade it for protection from the leopard. So off he goes, but the old poodle sees him heading after the leopard with great speed, and figures that something must be up. The monkey soon catches up with the leopard, spills the beans and strikes a deal for himself with the leopard.

The young leopard is furious at being made a fool of and says, 'Here, monkey, hop on my back and see what's going to happen to that conniving canine!

Now, the old poodle sees the leopard coming with the monkey on his back and thinks, 'What am I going to do now?', but instead of running, the dog sits down with his back to his attackers, pretending he hasn't seen them yet, and just when they get close enough to hear, the old poodle says.

'Where's that damn monkey? I sent him off an hour ago to bring me another leopard!

Moral of this story....

Don't mess with old farts .. age and treachery will always overcome youth and skill! Bullshit and brilliance only come with age and experience.

If you don't tell this to five 'old' friends right away, there will be five fewer people laughing in the world.

I am in no way insinuating that any of you are old, some are just more youthfully challenged.



laugh, and the world laughs with you. you'll live longer, and it's good for your ego. You really don't care who's watching when you're laughing do you? so leave your worries behind, and laugh a little.
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''I NEED A FRIEND''

Ever since i heard about all the hurricanes this summer, i have lived in constant fear of losing what little bit i have including my renthouse. i feel as if God won't come through for me , i have prayed all the prayers but to no avail, i keepgetting hit by the media's gloom and doom reports. i suffer from bipolar disorder, and i live with a girlfriend, she always has a calmer outlook more than i have. i can't help but to panic, i have nowhere to go and i don't want to give up my dog. i have been alone since 2005 when my husband left me. i feel insecure and unsafe, i just want to met a nice guy on here that lives out of state, preferably canada or alaska, where there are no hurricanes. i'm tired of people shunning me or yelling in my face like i was a child. i am afraid, and most of my life people have hated me, and mocked me, and treated me inddifferently. i just want someone to care instead of being mean to me.i am a sick woman and i i would not yell or scream at other people going through this, would you yell at a cancer victim and tell them to get over themselves?crying
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25th CENTURY (2)

The President annually ordered EXERCISE:ONEIROUPOLI 2 and the underground 'running' panic. When he came to inspect them always find something to rectify and the responsibility of omission or error did not have the time to correct or done wrong again. He left immediately.
It was lunchtime and he was in a group of enterprises that have and provide resources for Oneiroupolis, when he received a call from the director of the research center of accelerators and said Thursday, Christmas Eve at 10.00 would become the first experiment. The President said 'thank you, I will try to be there', closed his phone and took a deep breath. He meaning to the bodyguard who was the best guide the helicopter to prepare, and then dement the person in charge of security in the base.
-ONEIROUPOLIS 2, he said.
- You said ONEIROUPOLIS 2, sir?
- Exactly.
- Excuse me, I stress, not EXERCISE:ONEIROUPOLI 2;
- No.
?hey stayed silent a few seconds and the President closed the phone. He called on the secretary, announced that he was going to leave and told him to pass all the appointment until after the holidays.He moved to lift accompanied by two bodyguards without cast a glance at the personnel who worked.
They arrived to the basis of nearly reaching new supplies and materials. What surprised scientists because he always give them 12 hours before he appears. Until Monday he made the inspection, had not annoyed even once. And when in the kitchen, in a deadly silence was heard throwing a bee, the President looked at his Agronomist responsible and not told him 'you are fired ', but 'correct it'.
All were pleasantly surprised with the President and said that was more human, except that the responsible security which realized that there was no time for replacements.
On Wednesday morning synchronized to the time of this Oneiroupolis with the accelerators centre. He told them that he would try to come but perhaps not so, and went wandering around the city.
Before getting into the limousine to return, a kid ran around the attempt to sell his admittedly. It looked at them and stopped in front of the President. Its eyes showed intelligence and bones, hunger. Someone said, than if you save a man, saves humanity. With this rare for him romantic thought, made a sign and the kid lift in the car.
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The Wound of Love (part 2) (some repition)


The emotional-s*xual ego Constantly Hunts For an other. The ego-"I" (or self-Contraction) Hunts (or Seeks) an other (Even all others and The Total Objective Cosmos) In Order To Be Gratified, Consoled, and Protected. The Compulsive Hunting (or Search) For an other Is Generated By The Feelings Of Un-Happiness, Emptiness, and Separateness That Possess and Characterize the self-Contracted being. Once an other Is Found, the ego-"I" Clings To the other, At First pleasurably, and Then Aggressively.

The ego-"I" Depends On the other For Happiness, and, Over time, the ego-"I" Makes Greater and Greater Demands On the other For Fulfillment Of itself (In all of its desires). Often, In time, the other Becomes Depressed and Exhausted By This Demand (and Thus Leaves, or Dies).

Just As Likely, the ego-"I" Discovers, Over time, That the other Cannot or Will Not Satisfy The Absolute Demand For attention and Consolation. In That Case, the ego-"I" Feels Betrayed, and the ego-"I" Begins The Strategy Of Punishing, Rejecting, and Abandoning the other. Every conditionally Manifested being Has (In time) Often Been The Proposed Victim Of This Strategy Of Separate and Separative selves.

The egoic (or self-Contracted) individual Is (By Virtue Of his or her History, self-Idea, and Lack Of Spiritual, Transcendental, and Divine Realization) Chronically Bound To The Ritual Of Rejection. The emotional (or emotional-s*xual) Career Of egoity Tends To Manifest As A Chronic Complaint That Always Says, By Countless Means, "You Do Not Love me."

This Abusive Complaint Is Itself The Means Whereby the egoic individual Constantly Enforces his or her Chronic Wanting Need To Reject, Avoid, or Fail To Love others. Indeed, This Complaint Is More Than A Complaint. It Is A self-Image (The Heart-Sick or self-Pitying and Precious Idea That "I" Is Rejected) and An Angry Act Of Retaliation (Whereby others Are Punished For Not Sufficiently Adoring, pleasurizing, and Immortalizing the Precious ego-"I").

Even The Heart-Necessity To Love and To Be Loved Is A Wound.

Even The Fullest Realization Of Love Is A Wound That Never Heals.

Love Does Not Fail For You When You Are Rejected or Betrayed or Apparently Not Loved.

Love Fails For You When You Reject, Betray, and Do Not Love.

Therefore, The Most Direct Way To Know Love In every moment Is To Be Love In every moment.
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The Wound of Love part 1

this is the ideal.

as you will notice,

none of us can even come close.

it is from my great teacher Adi Da Samraj

this is only an excerpt

The Wound of Love

True Intimacy Replaces The Motive Of egoic Independence and The Psychology Of Ownership (Of one's intimate partner, or partners, or Even one's children) With The Practice Of self-Transcending Love and The Heart-Culture Of (Most Fundamental) self-Understanding and Happy self-Discipline In Relationship To one's intimate partner (or partners), one's Total family (and Community), and all other beings.

True Intimacy Is A Cooperative Union Between individuals whose Commitment To one another Is Based On A Spiritual (and, Ultimately, Transcendental, and Divine) Intention That Is Freely, Directly, and Fully Expressed Through the emotional-s*xual character of each partner.

True Intimacy Is Not A Matter Of self-Indulgence and conventional self-Fulfillment.

True Intimacy Requires (or Always Calls For) Real and Steady Relinquishment Of egoic Independence, or all egoically "self-Possessed" demands, expectations, and complaints, all rituals of rejection, mistrust, and reactivity, and all strategies of depression, pleasurelessness, and promiscuity.

As A Natural Means To True Intimacy, the partners In Love Are Required (or Always Called) To Incarnate The Two Primary Signs (or Complementary and Polar Opposite Aspects) Of The Divine and Universal Natural Dynamic Of Life.

Therefore, the masculine partner Is Required (or Always Called) To Submit himself To Incarnate (or Extend) The Divine Husbanding (or Conserving) Power (or To Practice The True Man's Yoga) Through Steady Control (or Right Directing) Of the energy and attention of himself and his feminine partner, and By Constantly Arousing (In himself and In his feminine partner) The Motive Of Right Restraint, Right Intention, and Right Use Of human energy and attention.

And the feminine partner Is Required (or Always Called) To Submit herself To Incarnate (or To Extend) The Divine Goddess-Power (or To Practice The True Woman's Yoga) Of Attraction, self-Submission, and Nurturing, By Constantly Feeding her masculine partner With The Life-Power Of her personal energy and attention, and By Constantly Arousing The Motive Of Heart-Submission and Heart-Radiance In herself and In her masculine partner.

The emotional-s*xual ego Constantly Hunts For an other. The ego-"I" (or self-Contraction) Hunts (or Seeks) an other (Even all others and The Total Objective Cosmos) In Order To Be Gratified, Consoled, and Protected. The Compulsive Hunting (or Search) For an other Is Generated By The Feelings Of Un-Happiness, Emptiness, and Separateness That Possess and Characterize the self-Contracted being. Once an other Is Found, the ego-"I" Clings To the other, At First pleasurably, and Then Aggressively.

The ego-"I" Depends On the other For Happiness, and, Over time, the ego-"I" Makes Greater and Greater Demands On the other For Fulfillment Of itself (In all of its desires). Often, In time, the other Becomes Depressed and Exhausted By This Demand (and Thus Leaves, or Dies).

Just As Likely, the ego-"I" Discovers, Over time, That the other Cannot or Will Not Satisfy The Absolute Demand For attention and Consolation. In That Case, the ego-"I" Feels Betrayed, and the ego-"I" Begins The Strategy Of Punishing, Rejecting, and Abandoning the other. Every conditionally Manifested being Has (In time) Often Been The Proposed Victim Of This Strategy Of Separate and Separative selves.

The egoic (or self-Contracted) individual Is (By Virtue Of his or her History, self-Idea, and Lack Of Spiritual, Transcendental, and Divine Realization) Chronically Bound To The Ritual Of Rejection. The emotional (or emotional-s*xual) Career Of egoity Tends To Manifest As A Chronic Complaint That Always Says, By Countless Means, "You Do Not Love me."
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**SWM/35 in Lancaster, PA/Honest/Polite/Grt.Ksr.!*

My Exact Description



I'm 35 yrs. of age/ born on 09/24/1972,/SWM/5'9"/Messianic Jew/I weigh in at 255 LB/Short blk. hr. - Army Ranger-styled crew cut/Clean-shaven/Big brn. eyes/wear size 13 boots, & size 12 shoes/dress casually; usually in greys, with blue suspenders/Have lightly tanned skin/Wear glasses, with black frames/I have roundish facial features.
I normally get around with a silver "Mongoose-Blackcombe" silver, dual suspension mountain bike & bike trailer in tow, to pull my groceries, or just plain old bike tools, when I go out riding. I'm well known around my town, by the name that's affixed to my bike trailer: 'ANDYTRAK.' Lol. That's my transportation. Why? Becuz' I'm not as blessed as you are, with the funds to afford an automobile. I'm sorry if that disappoints you, but, not everyone's as blessed as you in the area of transportation. Deal with it.

I love doggies! -- I used to have a huge cuddly basset houndypooie named 'Huckleberry.' I love him so. He was the saddest thing in the whole wide world, & someday I'll surely get another one. I like animals as a whole, but ... I LOVE bassets & bloodhoundies above the rest. (o) - bow-wow! LOL

My Personality

Many people have told me that I have a very good sense of humor, & that I'm very easy to get along with. I love to make people laugh, & People generally like to have me around. I'm very polite, & I respect a woman's feelings. As long as my feelings are respected in return, then I'm satisfied, & content. I'll accept nothing less than that. I'm NOT juss settling for anyone, anymore.

OK; I'm not 'perfect.' - I make mistakes just like you do, & I'm a human being. I do the very best that I can to be as upfront as possible, so that there are no surprises.



My Attributes

*Dependable
*Trustworthy
*Drug & Disease-free
*Monogamous
*Polite
*Emotionally-stable
*I believe in chivalry
*Very clean


**I have specific turn-ons. -- Ask me, if yer curious. You may like them, as well(!)**

My Appropriate Match

SWF, meaning: Unmarried, or Single, or Widowed. NOT SEPARATED/NOT MARRIED! 23-35 years of age / 150-200LB / 5'-6'6" -- I would prefer that you would be at least 6' tall, but if not, it's alright/ Any color hair / Any color eyes / You must have excellent hygein -- & I would like to make very clear that I will not accept anyone who is neglegent of that. Use soap, & be clean, please. I love: a woman who has a very gentle touch, & I love when you're a good masseur. (Did I spell that right? Lol) I love when yer a great kisser, & also, when you're a slow kisser.
Do you have any turn-ons? Please tell me. I do care about your feelings, ya know.
My Location & Yours. -- !PAY ATTENTION!


**I am only accepting responses from those of you who live within 200 miles of my zipcode here in Lancaster, PA, of: 17602. You MUST be a citizen of the USA. You must live here in the USA, & be a LEGAL citizen of the USA, if you are interested in a relationship with me. NO exceptions, & NO baloney! IF you are here in this country, on a "temporary VISA," GO AWAY. Just ... don't even waste my time.** DO NOT WASTE MY TIME, with phone-baloney nonsense.**
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Look what I learned to do today!

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I'm getting to be such a big girl! kiss
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