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Hi,

I am looking for an old friend of mine called Omar, I think his last name is Abdul Rahman. He's originally from Syria and used to live in Kuwait, were he worked as a taxi driver. He left Kuwait in 2001 and I have not seen him since. He left to live in Cyprus but could have gone on to Greece. He always dreamed of starting his own restaurant and I really need to know if he is happy and OK. I really do miss him and think of him often. So please, please, please if anyone knows Omar then please let me know as I have been trying to find him for ages and just want to know he is OK.

Many Thanks

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- Opens, shouted the man in his mask and all rejoiced. They had piled up in the control room of throw in cameras uniforms, they saw nearly as are the other three.
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HOW TO BEAT JEALOUSY OR ESCAPE IT???
WELL YOU CAN BEAT ITS ALL IN YOUR MIND LOL
IF YOU ARE A HATER OR A GO WITH THE FLOW TYPE
CANT ESCAPE IT PEOPLE TEND TO FEED OFF
OTHERS ENVY AND GO MILES TO GET IT LOL
BUTS ITS ALL ABOUT CONTENTMENT AND
YO IM COOL WITH WHO I AM AND WHAT
I GOT THATS THE WAY TO BEAT JEALOUS

Hey ppls im lookin for a place to live, im trying to find a roomie taht will allow me and my daughter in im currently in college and i am also looking for a job so if you know any jobs let me know.

I titled titled this Blog the Fear of Coming Into Your Own, for many reasons. I guess the one that I write all my blogs about, my feelings, despite how random, out of place, blunt, or flat out weird they are. I always seem to be able to write them out on paper. lately I have made some pretty big choices in my life, I guess the first one is leaveing a place where I have gotten confortable, used to, and some what made it my home. I am leaveing Abilene, Tx for good, and I'm never coming back. So i leaveing and going home for a lil while to finish school, work some things out, and save some money. Its kind of funny I am not he kind of person that sets a plan of action out, any one who knows me knows I shoot from the hip. I'm random thats who I am and always have been. Now I find myself planning and moving on. I guess thats what life is all about coming into your own descovering who you are and what you are going to do in life. And for every one its different they all generally lead in the same direction just different paths. to things such as a wife, a family, a house, a career and so many other things. How we get to those things and in what amount of time............is well different for every one. Some choose some things first, some wait. But it all leads to one thing ......................and that is Makeing a life for your self that is pleasing to you, your family and friends and most of all to God.


We all have that fear inside of us, its what drives us to do things in life, to take that chance, to take that leap. Some times not knowing where it might lead. its the Fear that drives us a people to do things that we would never do, just hopeing or praying that something bigger and better is just around the bend.

I can so that fear isn't one of those things i like to talk about, for the longest time i felt if I showed fear, it meant i was weak it would leave me vernorible and even to this day i am still subborn and hard headed as i have have been( i get it from my parents lol) but i do know its that dear that drove me to do any thing i have ever done.

And i guess the fear that drives us is the same fear that is with me when I am planning on going home, leaveing this place, starting a planing to truelly being the rest of my life.

And i could Feel more Exited

So i get home from work hang out, call some people, take care of a little house keeping that needs to be done and I decide to put in a movie, sense i have watched every thing i owe at least 3 time I decide to go rent something. I Chose 21 if you havnt seen it then I would stop reading and go watching it and come back and finish this blog later( i hate to be a buz kill). In this movie a young man about my age, vary smart, has the world at his door step. Any ways in the movie the the two things he doesnt have is the money and the second is well "The Battle of The Ages" .............The Girl. any ways so in the movie he takes his God given gift of numbers and uses it to make a crap load of cash, then one night he gets cocky, and looses it all, not only does he loose it all he gets taken down a peg or two by an old school Vegas Mod Boss. At the end of the movie after an masterful plan to set up the man that screwed him the first time he lost it all and why he got the crap beat out of him. He ends up looseing it all again. But ends up with the Girl.

I guess in this movie for me it was more that a good movie about Vegas, gambiling, beautiful females, and a lil action. No well it was those things but for me it was what something that I and we all go through every day of our lives its all about chance.

Wether i go this way to work and chance the traffic , or to i chance calling that one person and letting them know what is really going on or something simple as what am I going to have for lunch. There is a saying in another movie that goes "life isn't about the number of breathes you take, its about the moments that take your breath away" and that is one of the truest things ever said.

Every thing that I have been through, said, acted on, or been apart of has in some way changed me forever. weather its what I do of who I meet. It has changed me. and a lot of those time i have had my breath taken away. not all of them where in a good way but still.

Life is a Game of chance, we only get one time around, there are no true second chances. And i say true second chance bc well i have had a lot of close calls in my life. but there isn't enough paper in the world to share all of those stories, well maybe some day but not know.lol

So I what is see when i look at my life when i look at me as a man?

I see a man that has been through so much, with some many different people, that has more scars inside and out that he doesn't even know where to start counting, a man who has stopped looking and knows some day he will meet that one beautiful women that will forever take my breath away, a man who would do anything for any one to lighten a load or to get a smile to brighten there day, a man who lives not only for himself but for his family, his friends, and most of all his God. I see a man who takes chances because he knows that life is all about those moments and he doesn't want to chance loosing a single one.


Thats what I see, What about you?

I think Kenny Chesney had it right in the song "i Go Back" because its true weather its a song, movie, picture, even a smell. They all can trigger a memory, depending on the memory that might or might not be a good thing. For me my life has been like a really really interesting, and at some times bruttel best seller lol i always say i need to write a book and tell my life story thus far, I wonder if people would read it? But I bet if they did they would be supprised about alot of things.

Who I am today its the result of to many moments and experiances to remember, some good some bad. And with those moments, they all started with a choice, and i can honestly say I have no regrets for any thing I have done, weather it was those really late nights in High school at a buddies house to doing thing i really i really shouldn't have dun but did any ways,lol to saying what needed to be said despite not knowing what the out come would be, or saying something anyways and being well aware of what was going to happen or what was going to be said.

A life with regrets isn't a life that I want to live, We all do and say things we shouldn't, we all have those moments where we think to our selves "what were you thinking" or "Seriously" lol.

I guess with every thing I have ever done or said, it has lead me in the directing to where I am know. And I couldn't be happier. ..

You can ask any one I have a nak or a gift of already knowing thing that people are thinking, or how they are feeling, or just plain don't want any one else to know. And i guess a some of the time it gets me into trouble and some times People are releived because they dont have to say anything. Some times for me its a pain in my @$$ because with out every saying the words or asking the question, I already know the answer. But ya know some times i say or ask any ways despite already know what will happen. Most of the time I'm right. But do I do that just to do or do i Do it because even if i am 99.99999999999% sure that i know what the answer is already there is that .0000000000001% chance i might be wrong. Why not? and thats my i have no regrets because you never know what might happen. And some of the time don't do what I do or say what I say for or because of the people invalved. I do it for myself. And some times you need to be a lil selfish.

So i guess thats me being me, Live life one moment at a time because you never know what will happen next, I could die tomorrow or live to be 100. Ya never know.

Thats Why I always or try to live my Life to this saying


LIVE, LAUGH, LOVE, 4EVER!!!!

They could not imagine the destruction, but knew there would be things that had not changed. The sun will warms again, the wind will be dancing with them at its own pace, the sea will revealed their childhood, the moon and the stars will made them philosophical and with the night will learn to sleep and dreaming again. This recollection of the upper world dazzled them, and more as amok in the minds and the tanks, repeated of the phrase 'to go up,' to go up, 'to go up ...
The security men started first. As astronauts entered to the platform and with the good wishes of all they fire button that will launch six floors above, on land that had not seen for so long.
At each floor they become, scientists celebrated because bring them closer to the surface. On the third floor stopped but vanished before anticipate be concerned and started again in the fourth floor stopped for good. Soon, the men came back in through face masks gritting their characteristics showed that it will had difficulties.
- The fifth floor is not open, it must have melted the iron from the outside, said the controller Security. The good thing is that the machines had shown no change there.
There were a few disappointed interjections but the Engineer-responsible oxygen generator and water, lifted his hands.
- No problem, I will pass on oxyacetylene and with a little help will open in ten minutes.
Never in his life did not resave both grabbing handshakes and smiles and all wanted to help him to come out one minute faster.
The entrance was the only exit for it was constructed to each floor of functioning and configured independently of the next. So they know that, in essence, what separated them from the upper world were the few centimetres of the iron roof and the fifth few more made of steel, their departure.
The Engineer and the security men worked with mirth and passed the sharp tongue along the welded union. Relaxations for a few minutes and wear their uniforms. They control the environment’s machines and stepped button.