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So I met this guy on here... Wes. He is smart, funny, and so easy to talk to! I guess I doubted these dating websites... I never thought I would actually meet someone I really connected with. Who knows what the future brings, but I definately will never wonder if dating websites work... They are a great way to meet interesting people, even if you only end up making a great new friend!

Im a 25 yo guy, who met the love of his life @ 19 got married then seperated after 5 short months. this all went down last year.. i was shatterd and well tho im moving on, the love i have for my ex wife will always plague me.

This woman was my 1st REAL relationship.. and as relationships do it just sorta fell into place... Ive been on several dates since and My god how things have changed in the 8 years i was outta the game!!!

So to cut a long story short... I cant find anyone... The girls i think are amazing generally give me the "OMG ur such a nice guy but im just not ready" lol i even got the old "Its not u its me" ugh. sometimes i just wanna give up... others i wanna fall asleep with the woman of my dreams in my arms.

Sure, Im not brad pitt but i have skillz! :) anyways... i dont really know where im going with this... just venting i spose... just want to share my life with some1 special..

is there more than 1 the 1? god i hope so :)

take care yall

I really hate being alone anymore!! I am 35 years old and men seem to think of me as the plague!!! Why? It seems to me that guys wouldn't know a good thing if it kicked them in the but! For the longest time guys would not look at me because I was very over weight. So, I lost a lot of weight but yet now guys see me as a crazy eyed person because I have a wandering eye. So, they either hate me because I was fat or because I look different!!!!!

Isn't there anyone who can accept people as they are without this incessant need to have perfection??? If you got to know me, you would find that I am very caring and would give the shirt off my back just to help someone in need!!!!!!!!!!!

It is hot outside today. I went to a store getting my sis a fan and also went to my school getting my piano music back this morning. I will get my piano back tomorrow and also will start my Chinese table harp lessons tomorrow.
I learned English this afternoon. I learned an article called Borrowed Words. I have known that there is more french in English. It is interesting.
My sis is pregnant, she needs my help. I will try my best to help her. She feels uncomfortable all the time.



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Did I dissapoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,


So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.

You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind but then I knew it,
My heart was blinded by you.I've kissed your lips and held your head.

I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer and when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to beI've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.

I'd spend a lifetime with you.

I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,


Goodbye my lover
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I went to Dalian for a job interview last Sunday. I stayed there for three days in a hotel. I also followed a tour group touring the city. I felt lonely traveling alone, next time I will find a partner while traveling.
I don't really like that job in Dalian, it is a position of music teacher in a baby's school. It requires a lot lof work every day. I couldn't do that at all.
I also went to Shenyang meeting an American man there. He is too old for me, I don't like him.
I will practice my musical skills and improve my English. For now, I don't think changing my current job to another one is an easy thing.
I am eager to find a right man and get married. I am patient.

I wanted to bring my 6 year old to Spain for a holiday. As there was only one adult, I was getting hammered for Mr Six as a second adult. I opted for a resort that we, as a family had gone to before. The only rooms available were for 4, so a room suppliment of 500 euro was added.
Then the only accomodation was half board and Mr Six was still considered an adult, the half board was going to cost an additonal 800 euro. In all a two week holiday was to cost over 2,500 euro. I told the Travel Agent what to do with her holiday, meanwhile my ex was getting a little agitated, so the pressure was piling up.
I went on the internet, visited a website which allowed me pick alternative accomodation and taxis to and from airport to the hotel on the correct dates, matching the flights I had picked from Michael (O'Leary)'s favourite airline. In all I finished with what I wanted for approximately 1,450 euro.
Done and dusted, will let you know how we got on when I can.
Meanwhile, if you are booking for 1 and 1, this method may be worth considering. If anybody would like further details on how, please mail me.
Regards
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Where are all the single, mature and lonly hearts looking for affection, emotional support and love gone.