How does this impact an adult life? Especially if it happened as a youth? What does it make you do or make you unconsciously feel you should do? Is it merely a self-preservation mechanism to protect us from being hurt again? How do you overcome this disabling hurt?
Just curious as I am sure we have all experienced it to some degree.
Alright 18 views in 10 minutes and nary a single post? I realize that three of the views were by the mods but someone surely has some input? This thread is beginning to feel a mite abandoned methinks... And after all the work I had to do to just convince it that everything was going to be alright.
BarrenPneuma: How does this impact an adult life? Especially if it happened as a youth? What does it make you do or make you unconsciously feel you should do? Is it merely a self-preservation mechanism to protect us from being hurt again? How do you overcome this disabling hurt?
Just curious as I am sure we have all experienced it to some degree.
express oneself in the art/s or other creative endevours, usually this type of being posses a lot of insight that can be communicated through various mediums mentioned and in thus doing release/diffuse these hurts
CuspofMagic: express oneself in the art/s or other creative endevours, usually this type of being posses a lot of insight that can be communicated through various mediums mentioned and in thus doing release/diffuse these hurts
You my friend so often come from the extreme left field and I cherish what wisdom you carry with you. This is not what I would have expected but it strikes a chord deep within my heart. I do believe you may have shared a profundity most quixotic in the deepest sense of healing. I admire your intellect.
BarrenPneuma: You my friend so often come from the extreme left field and I cherish what wisdom you carry with you. This is not what I would have expected but it strikes a chord deep within my heart. I do believe you may have shared a profundity most quixotic in the deepest sense of healing. I admire your intellect.
Hi there, Barren, I was looking for a thread to get my teeth into and I can usually rely on you.
The impact it had onme was immense. Circumstances after the abandonment, were not pretty. It changed my world to a level that I had never experienced before...
And I did not know how to pull myself out of it...
I shut myself away for eight months, I did not work, I sat in my house for eight months...
I had the phone line disconnected and I did not speak to anybody, just emailed people, and had my shopping delivered by internet.
Two friends came one day, shouting through the letterbox, I did not answer, so they smashed the window.
They were shocked, they sat me down, said I had one hour to get myself sorted out, showered, hair washed, make up on... Or they would leave my life..
45 minutes I was down... Ready, they welcomed me back and I began putting myself, with the love of my friends who took the utmost care of me and were very instrumental in that journey, back together...
That was the end of marriage, it hurt, it was agonising, it nearly killed me.
Abandonment is hard to accept at any age under any situation. I was abandoned by my husbad leaving my daughter with out her dad. With me raising her myself yes she is a wll rounded little girl she is smart. I notice the older she gets the more she longs for that relationship that she does not have. I have talked to others that have been abanded by others and they all have a lack of trust when it comes to people wanting to get to close to them they become scared that if they get to close it will happen again.
BarrenPneuma: How does this impact an adult life? Especially if it happened as a youth? What does it make you do or make you unconsciously feel you should do? Is it merely a self-preservation mechanism to protect us from being hurt again? How do you overcome this disabling hurt?
Just curious as I am sure we have all experienced it to some degree.
It affects all the relationships in your life...leads to a lack of trust that all those you care about and who care about you will not abandon you at some point....it can also lead you to subconsciously choose those who will abandon you in relationships either as a self-fulfilling prophesy to enforce your belief that all people will eventually abandon you or in hopes that this one might prove you wrong and be different...which still enforces the abandonment belief....in order to deal with it...digging into oneself deeply and examining each relationship where abandonment occurred is a good start...recognizing and realizing that it had nothing to do with you but solely with the other person....and regaining and rebuilding trust (of oneself and others)...self-confidence and self-esteem that one is worthy of being loved...which starts by loving ones self first!!!!!!!!
BarrenPneuma: How does this impact an adult life? Especially if it happened as a youth? What does it make you do or make you unconsciously feel you should do? Is it merely a self-preservation mechanism to protect us from being hurt again? How do you overcome this disabling hurt?
Just curious as I am sure we have all experienced it to some degree.
KevintWorcester, Home of the sauce, West Midlands, England UK6 Threads433 Posts
KevintWorcester, Home of the sauce, West Midlands, England UK433 posts
Hugz_n_Kissez: It affects all the relationships in your life...leads to a lack of trust that all those you care about and who care about you will not abandon you at some point....it can also lead you to subconsciously choose those who will abandon you in relationships either as a self-fulfilling prophesy to enforce your belief that all people will eventually abandon you or in hopes that this one might prove you wrong and be different...which still enforces the abandonment belief....in order to deal with it...digging into oneself deeply and examining each relationship where abandonment occurred is a good start...recognizing and realizing that it had nothing to do with you but solely with the other person....and regaining and rebuilding trust (of oneself and others)...self-confidence and self-esteem that one is worthy of being loved...which starts by loving ones self first!!!!!!!!
What a brilliant post, you have said in a few words what has taken me nearly 2 years to work out
KevintWorcester, Home of the sauce, West Midlands, England UK6 Threads433 Posts
KevintWorcester, Home of the sauce, West Midlands, England UK433 posts
Hugz_n_Kissez: Thanx Kev...Hope it helped you then...it's someplace I have been and had to deal with myself...
Thank you Hugz, I am past it now, I have taken down the wall, I kick a few bricks away each day and am willing to open my heart again, knowing full well that I can be hurt again, but I know that as a person I function far better when with my soul mate. But when I find that person the whole world will hear my shouts of joy.
The question is, who really cares about what happened to me when i was growing up?
Sorry, i don't believe for a minute, that most people here would care, and no, it doesn't bother me. I'll sit aside and support the others and i'll let my family take care of me.
I hate to see people suffer, *anyone*. I don't do selective compassion, thanks to where i grew up.
I'm sorry to all those who've felt abandoned in their lives. It's an awful feeling, that no one deserves.
I was abandoned by my father when I was 2 years old. Growing up, I went through many different emotions. At first I blamed myself - obviously something was wrong with me that my own father couldn't love me. Then I was angry at him for leaving. Then I blamed my mom for his leaving. Then I didn't care; had no feelings at all about him. Then I was sad. Finally, I have come to accept it. It is what it is. I don't know his side of the story, so I can't harbor any resentment. But I can't love someone I've never known. To me, he is simply a story, just like a book. If he ever wants to know me, he knows where I am. Last year, I found his address and sent a short letter with my contact info, and never received a reply. But that is his choice and his loss.
Abandonment doesn't always meen the person left, They can be sitting right next to you and you can feel abandoned, I truly believe thats the worst type.
Dknew: Abandonment doesn't always meen the person left, They can be sitting right next to you and you can feel abandoned, I truly believe thats the worst type.
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Is it merely a self-preservation mechanism to protect us from being hurt again?
How do you overcome this disabling hurt?
Just curious as I am sure we have all experienced it to some degree.