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Can't say my heart was really ever broken. I cried the first time for about an hour, but then just said screw it and moved on. The second I celebrated. The third I forgot about until I realized one day that I hadn't heard from him in over a week.
Stranger than your sympathy And this is my apology I'm killing myself from the inside out And all my fears have pushed you out
And I wish for things that I don't need All I wanted And what I chase won't set me free All I wanted And I get scared but I'm not crawling on my knees
Oh yeah everything's all wrong yeah Everything's all wrong yeah Where the hell did I think I was
Stranger than your sympathy I take these things so I don't feel I'm killing myself from the inside out Now my head's been filled with doubt
It's hard to lead the life you choose All I wanted When all your luck's run out on you All I wanted And you can't see when all your dreams are coming true
Oh yeah it's easy to forget yeah You choke on the regrets yeah Who the hell did I think I was
Stranger than your sympathy All these thoughts you stole from me I'm not sure where I belong Nowhere's home and I'm all wrong
And I wasn't all the things I tried to make believe I was And I wouldn't be the one to kneel Before the dreams I wanted And all the talk and all the lies Were all the empty things disguised as me Yeah
Stranger than your sympathy Stranger than your sympathy
Well, I don't really, not much anymore anyway. Country's not too bad, as my Grandma would say "it's a nice place to visit, but I wouldn't want to live there." Want to relocate... someday... :)
When I left college, I worked as a wedding/event planner and caterer. Did that for 8 years, then realized working on my feet 15+ hrs a day, 6-7 days a week had really taken it's toll on my body. Was in constant pain. So I quit.
Took a job as a secretary for a small real estate company, but after 14 months, no possibility of a raise, and the company losing it's stability in the shaky housing market, I quit again. Luckily I did; the office just closed down yesterday. :(
Now, I'm the office manager for a larger real estate company. I handle all the listings, contracts, closings, etc, plus the whines needs of 14 agents, 5 of them being some of the top producers in the entire valley.
I like my job, but now I'm thinking I'd like to sell. But not now, at least not until the market's better. It's cut-throat out there now.
I remember Sunday afternoons at Grandma's house. A whole bunch of us went there every Sunday afternoon and Grandma would fix dinner for everyone. Us kids would play out in the yard or on the roof. We weren't allowed inside if it was nice out. On holidays, even more family came and it was a HUGE event.
I remember on Easter, Grandma would spend weeks filling big plastic easter eggs with candy (one for everyone, including the adults, so about 100+). Then the adult women would gather all us kids in the living room and close all the curtains and tell us stories of the bible, while the adult men would take all the eggs and hide them all over the property. Then when they were done, everyone would go look for their egg. Some of the guys whenever they'd find each other's eggs would rehide them.
Also remember when me, mom, my aunt, and cousins would take walks. Usually up the hill behind Grandma's house to the cemetery, or sometimes a few miles halfway to the next town. Sometimes we'd take old ice cream buckets and fill them with wildberries for Grandma, and she'd bake them into a cobbler. :)
I have a soft spot for homeless vets, but there's no charity around here for them. And I don't like giving out money cause I'm not supporting someone's drug or alcohol habit (and you never know what someone will spend the money on). But I will buy them something to eat and give it to them.
RE: Tried a 1200 calorie diet?
There's a website called sparkpeople.com that has all kinds of advice, trackers, articles, suggestions, recipes, meal plans, forums, groups, etc to use, and it's 100% FREE! I've been a member for two years now and have lost a total of 70 pounds. Quicker is not always better.